ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the calling is baccccckkk with a wayyy overdue album. alex band rocks ma socks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippeeee. X)))))))

blasting: the calling - our lives
the calling - things don't always turn out that way

i know some people. they want a change in their environment, in their life, in whut they're doing.. but are afraid to take the first step to make a difference. thinks its extremely pointless to keep talking abt how u want change, but not do anything to achieve your goal.the unwillingness to change.. how two-faced some people are disgusts me. have been supressing the urge to tell this bunch of people to shut up abt all the complaining they've made abt no one changing, when they themselves fail to do so. if u really wan sumthing bad enough, u'd be willing to try n make a difference. instead of going "i want a change.. but she should be the one to start the change. i'll just sit here n watch..." ok so these aren't the exact words, but still. it's close enough. dont u people ahve any conviction? no passion at all? no drive, no force to push u to make the first step? ya i know first steps are always the hardest. the very first time u venture into the unknown is always the scariest... but if u refuse to take a chance, to just simply try, nothing's gonna be done.


anyway. enough about that.


have been so busy it's as if i've been running around like a headless chicken.. all i can do is thank God that it's nearly the end of the week.. cos tmr is friday...!!!! i cant wait. then the weekend will finally be here..... oh wait. i wont get to rest. oh no. becos i have to go back to scl on saturday n sunday for esplanade performance rehearsals. oh my goodness. my weekend will have NO end. eeeeeeeeeeeeks. that is quite depressing...... gah. plus the fact i still need to go jamming.. n memorize the new verses that came in............

guess sarah is still gonna be running around like a headless chicken for the next couple of weeks.

sigh.

laters

ok.. i'm supposed to blog regularly if sherry is going to start her blog. so yup. here i am. blogging regularly. hah. (am actually quite tempted to just end my blog post like that.. but am pretty sure sherry will chop me head tmr morning.. so becos i fear for my life.. i shall continue.. haha)

so the church is talentime n word power is coming soon.. all clashing with my mid yrs.. which means that i am going to be busy. not that its a bad thing.. just extremely busy.. feel quite torn apart with the gazillion things to do.. n i cant find a bassist for my band.. n i think we r gonna do deep purple's smoke on the water for audition.. dunno if that'll be good enough ler.. n me singing a rock song.. that is so... strange. hah. ah well.. hopefully not many pple will have bands.. so we'll do quite ok.. pray that we have enuff time to practise.. good flow..... man i am actually quie nervour abt it. but anyway abt our band.. there's ben (lead guitar), egan (drums), tian wan (2nd guitar), wei liang (keyboard), n prob kelvin for base. n then of course there's me doing vocals.. which makes me feel kinda weird cos i am the only female.. n we're singing a super rock song... help... as much as i love deep purple, guns n roses, rhcp n all... i think rock music was especially created for guys.. so ya... its time a female came out to redefine rock music.. =ppppp lol. but yea really praying that we can do a good job.. where we can have practise and all.. n i'll not freak out or forget all my lyrics or anything..... yups we can do all things thru Christ.. we're gonna be a zai band man~~~~ altho we havent even come p with a name for our band..... well thats for later.. lol... so ya more updates on our band as the days pass by.. altho i hope we can have a permanent band practice n everything.. will make it super cool to jam.. yeaps. =)

so last nights freaking out wasnt in vain.. i think i'll do ok for the test.. actually knew all the words i was supposed to write on the first part of the chinese paper.. but coming to the compre.. got a bit confused.. so i basically talked crap n hopefully i sounded like i knew whut i was talking abt.. yups. n tmr i have a geog test which i havent covered, on thursday i have a chem test, on friday i have physics n a math. quite depressing to think that labour day falls on a SATURDAY. i mean.. of all dyas for labour day to fall on.. it had to fall on a SATURDAY. waste a perfectly good holiday. how disappointing.......

ah well cant talk long on my blog.. the madness of studying has to continue. mugging here i come....

blast it: deep purple - smoke on the water
red hot chilli peppers - can't stop

ok. its been a long time since i've blogged.... didnt have time, inspiration, or even energy. going quite insane. my brains have been fried becos of chinese. have been studying it for the past 3 hours so i think i am entitled to going nuts. all those stupid chinese ci yus swimming arnd my brain.. bah. gah. so came online to relieve my extremely full brain by talking rubbish here.

anyway.

the weekend has been pretty busy. my aunty came over (dad's younger sis) and brought my lil' 4 yr old couzie along. he is absolutely adorable.. but has extremely strange habits.. like he loves to watch lizards n cockroaches... n for not apparent reason he'll start giggling to himself.. which is quite cute lah. lol. n saturday went to schl to help out for the esplanade thingy n after that went with the family to some posh french restaurant to eat. was quite yummy.. so i didnt have much chance to study.. n on snday had cg and everything... so yup. all chances to study was prac. thrown out of the window.

ok i cant type cos my mom is laughing like nuts on the phone with goodness know who talking abt dunnoe whut but she is super loud n totally distracting n i cant stand it so forget it. i'll type another day.

laters

i am here now because sum pple in church refuse to turn off their handphones making the connection super lousy so i cannto catch the last nigth of seminar cos all i hear is sum stupid sound n i cant make out whut pst. is saying n its kinda frustrating n so i m here typing away to destress n not be so angry.

anyway. continued facts of life.

37. just because u want to save money on hair salon charges does NOT mean u should set fire to ur hair
38. water doesnt help 'unstick' liquid paper from ur hands
39. in fact, it makes it WORSE. (n u'll have to spend mroe than 15 minutes trying to get it off ur fingers.. scrubbing n scrubbing.. n u'll need lots of soap)
40. jumping on ur bed blasting christmas music n shouting "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!" with the window open in the middle of april will most likely make your neighbours n the pple downstairs think u r INSANE.
41. esp. if u live on the 2nd floor. hah.

well i havent been updating for a few days.. didnt really know whut to blog altho have alot to say.. but the last few 'facts of life' happened today. (no. 40 just happened 15 minutes ago. lol) was really bored.. so decided to type it all out. even tho my mid years are in about 3 WEEKS. n i need, NEED to get 4 As for my mid years if not i wont be able to go to aust. during the june hols, or help out in children's church for that matter. n i dont have the confidence to be able to get 4As.. but i m still here typing away like an idiot. WHUT M I DOING HERE. clearing my mind n destressing i guess.. havent been doing well this week.. esp. cos of sumthing that happened.. made me feel very troubled.. n confused.. n well.. i think i made sumone disappointed.. kinda handled a situation wrongly... ok i dont want to talk about it here. so anyway. have been pretty busy.. been actually studying and all.. except for today but i m gonna get started on my work immediately after this. in face i better make this short so i can get started. past few days havent been the best of my life.. they've been far from good.. kinda pulled n stretched n stressed.. but nvm.. have God.. in Christ i can do all things... for we r more than conquerers in Christ. i can do it.. i can do it.. i can excel.. i will excel.. prov 4:13...!

ok... inspired to study altho not feeling good. will make the best out of every situation. hah. laters

i've practically bathed in calamine lotion. my whole body itches cos i've got rashes. it sucks. cos it really really itches n i wanna scratch but i cant scratch so it just itches some more. gah. n my room aircon is pathetic. it's not even cold. so i am hot and itchy and extremely irritated.

anyway.

today was a bril day.. went to church in the morning to help out in children's church n it was super fun!!!! it was just great interacting with the kids.. seeing them so excited over church.. so excited over God.. it really makes my day. =) today was the 2nd time i helped maureen to do some stuff... even doing PA filled me with so much joy.. its really a great feeling to serve all those small kids. =) kinda hard to describe how it feels.. but it was brilliant lah. totally enjoyed my day running here n there.. n he best part was that maureen wants me to help her permanently from now on!!!! so she's gonna raise me up.. waahh.. happy manz.. =D not just because i can really have more responsibilities.. but to be able to serve pple more.. it's really cool. got a deeper understanding of how serving pple can make one feel happy.. n to see those small kids feel happy when u go n talk to them.. got alot of self fulfillment mans.. to make a difference in someone so young.. its like such a big responsibility... but man i m so excited to be in children's church~~!!!! it totally rocksss~~~!!!!

i love my ministry. X))))))))))

33. it's not advisable to pull your bro's leg hair when you're trying to wake him up
34. trees don't bark
35. you can't shave with a scissors
36. wearing ur undies outside does not make u a member of the justic league

haha. more another time.

oh ya.

its official: sarah is super freaked about sports day. just so u know

admittedly i m really bored


1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to
page 28, find the last line. Write down what it
says:

i run into people all the time who don't set definite goals because there are too many factors in life over which they have no control. - be all you can be! by John C. Maxwell


2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my table lamp

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
mtv.. newlyweds

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
arnd.. hmmm.. 7?

5: Now look at the clock, what time is it?
7.12

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my mom on the phone laughing

7: When did you last step outside?
25 minutes ago

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
meg cabots blog

9: What are you wearing?
nike top n shorts

10: Did you dream last night?
nope

11: When did you last laugh?
few hours ago.. talking rubbish with boon hui

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
a huge poster of leonardo dicap n claire danes kissing from the movie romeo n juliet

13: Seen anything weird lately?
ya... a dog sleeping upside down with its leg sticking straigh up in the air

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
different

15: What is the last film you saw?
passion of the Christ

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a whole collection of manolo blahnik shoes.. plus a ton of clothes

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i like singing underwater.. so u hear sumthing like "bblluurrppp..." and see plenty of bubbles

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do.
take money from donald trump or sum rich guy n feed a third world country where all the kids are dying

19: Do you like to dance:
yea~~ groovie baby groovie~~!!!

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
err.. more to power crazy nutcase

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
giselle

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
zachary

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
definitely

31. a jellyfish ain't made out of jelly
32. just laughing manically will ironically cause yourself and those around you to laugh over nothing too
33. you can't tickle yourself

Facts of Life
the list below was compiled by sherry, samantha (a.k.a sammiee wammiiee) and urs truly.. =D it was done in our extremely bored chinese lessons.. more will be added in the coming days... but this just proves we're all just so bored n lame.. lol~~ enjoy.

1. fighting fish fight
2. your mouth will stink if you don't brush it
3. you can't fight with toilet bowls (or sinks for that matter)
4. you have to breathe if you don't want to die
5. lightning kills
6. smiling for 2 hours straight will cause your face muscles to feel sore
7. eating 4.5 tubs of ice cream is bad for your teeth, gums etc.
8. you're boud to feel dizzy after having to face dozens of cameras flashing in your face
9. sherry likes talking about teeth (and gums and mouths)
10. your whole body will feel pain if you have track training 3 timesper week in CCHMS
11. it's not funny when a bowling ball drops on your foot
12. a clownfish is not any funnier than other fishes
13. fish can't drown
14. crabs can't walk straight
15. william hung is not cool
16. people need to poo
17 you can't pick a lock with your teeth
18. you can't commit suicide by forcing yourself not to breathe
19. sponges are naturally holey
20. sarah is crazily lame
21. it's impossible to lick your own elbow
22. you won't get pregnant just by kissing
23. imagincary friends do not exist
24. it's impossible to show all your teeth when you're smiling
25. it's hard getting your fist into your mouth. it's harder getting it out
26. talent's required when walking in 6-inch stilettos
27. wearing shoes on your head does not make you cool
29. you can't pull your eyeballs out
30. the wall is mightier than yourself

ok thats all for now... more lameness another time.

laters

pst. sun is the coolest most fabulous singing pastor in the whole universe. man she is soo brave.. i was cringing as i watched her get hit by darts. and she just bore all that pain just to help people... man.. really admire her.. super duper duper. ok for those blur pple who are going, "huh... whut on earth is sarah talking about..." lemme tell u whut happened. pst. performed for the NKF charity show. at first she shot darts at balloons to burst them.. then after that.. she herself got shot by darts on her back. 5 darts. and they were blow darts. so this guy was just blowing darts at her back.. like.. major ouch... u could just see her wincing as each dart got under her flesh.. n she just hung on.. man she is really really brave.. and after that.. when they took out the darts... she was bleeding. the area where each dart hit was really red.. n there was blood.. n after taking out all the darts she just performed her song w/o even caring abt it.. man she is super pro.. i m so blessed to be in her church, to be able to call her my pastor.. feel so proud of her.. i m pretty much speachless... still thinking abt how the darts just hit her.. n to see her wincing.... my heart really felt for her....

i love my pastor. she's the coolest pst. living on this planet.

yea i know i've seem to disappeared from the face of the earth cos i havent been online for a full 36 hrs. major wow for sumone like me. lol~~ well i have been super busy with a load of stuff to do.. the whole of yesterday i was out of my house.. except for the short interval where i came back to bathe n then rushed out again but that didnt really count.

so yesterday i helped out in the children's church easter svc.. n the kids were sooo cuttee..!!! lol~~ sum really naughty ones.. but still they were all fab. hahaha... well it started with me reaching church at 10 am - which is darn early when u think abt how i dont wake up so early on weekends (not to mention the fact i slept at 3++ on friday night cos i was playing ps2 with kelv, my couz n sum of their friends....) - only to realize that i only needed to report at 12. super dots. hah. so anyway. stayed in church to help them do stuff.. organize the kids.. i was a parents greeter, which wasnt so bad considering i heard sum parents can be suuuupppeerrrr difficult. ya. was under sis. maureen.. n she was very nice.. super I, and she wants me to join tuition ministry(teaching pri. schl kids). yay. yay. double yay. =D so i stayed in church until 4 when i had to rush home to change cos i needed to be in formal attire cos i was a cousellor and i looked so casual in red tank top n jeans... and it so happened that when i was gonna leave church it started to pour like nobody's business n i was drenched. i was soaked from head to toe lor... [n man its super uncomfortable to walk arnd with squishy shoes and wet jeans.. esp wet jeans. cos they'll just stick to your legs.. n my hair was all wet n ruined n i was quit upset cos i just conditioned it n everything on friday... ok i digress] its like.. i could squeeze out tonnes of water from my clothes.. (ok.. i m exagerating) n i'm pretty sure everyone on the mrt thot i was insane. cos once i reached the mrt it stopped raining. which was super infiurating. the only consolation was this superrr cute guy who i saw helping out in children's church was sitting opposite me on the train. so i was pretty contented after that... hehe.. ok anyway enuff abt the cute guy. so ya i practically ran all the way home when the train finally reached bedok.. n i think pple on the train thot i was mad.. cos the seat i was sitting on was sooo wet.. it was quite funny.. lol. so yea rushed down to church in a cab wearing heels.. yea.. n i had to run here n there to find seats for my members.. stress manz. ya..n after that went for supper... reached home arnd 12.30. went to sleep at 2.. woke up today at 7.30. wore heels again.. now have 2 blisters on my feet. n today was so stress.. had to book arnd 60 seats. 3 pple (ying jie, kelv, n urs truly) booking 60 seats is difficult. esp. since there were sooo many ushers n many of our members were late.. was abt to pull out my hair. but svc was good.. had a parody of william hung's rendition of 'she bangs'. was super funny... one of the major highlights of the drama production.. n the person who thought of it was of course the drama mama eugene lin. =D but yea it was a bril show. my fren accepted Christ...!!!! was so happy. =D

oh ya peeps - go catch today's NKF charity show at 7.30. pst sun is gonna be on doing sum stunt.. so pple pray for her ok..!!!

wow realised i typed alot... lol... now i m super tired.. eyes cant even open properly... wanna go take a nap. lol~~

laters.

p.s oh yah - this post is for nigel. =D

stooopid mosquitos. irritating little creatures. my whole legs are covered with mosquito bites.. have been scratching non stop and its super uncomfortable. aaarrgghhh. stoopid little things. its quite amazing how its the little things that drive u nuts.

anyway.

i didnt manage to go for the roberto cavalli n stella mccartney fashion show last night cos my sister didnt manage to get enough invites. heard there were alott of pple from the media.. so sad i couldnt go. =( heard they showed their spring/summer collection.. so yea.. too bad i missed that.. but ah nvm.. i'm sure i'll go to loads of shows in the future. =D so instead i stayed at home to watch the bible study for the book of isaiah n man it was brilliant man. dont feel so sad that i miss the fashion show when i think abt the revelation i got from just studying the first 6 chpts. of isaiah. it's like.. just love the feeling of getting hit by revelation after revelation.. it's like someone turning on the lights in my extremely dim witted brain.. so i can go "ahhh..!! how come i didnt see it like that before?". yea... that rocks. =) if anyone wants notes from me for the first night, contact me n i'll photocopy the notes for u. pple i really encourage of all of ur to go n listen to it...!!! even if u cant go to church.. at least watch it online... cos its really interesting.. n pst really talked abt alot of things... but one main point is that no matter how hard God punishes us, He still has mercy. so i stand in awe of a good God. =)

so i promised to tell ya'll abt a certain china woman.. well she's my new chinese teacher. n she's well.. really high pitched. n horrible. she makes me get goosebumps n all my hair stand on ends. i think i'll grow up with some ear probs. becos she is always talking to me. n she'll just sneak up on me from behind, n with her mouth supperrr close to my ear, she'll just screach my name. which is horrible. n it always scares me to death. the last time she did that (which was yesterday) i practically jumped out of my chair. so now everytime is near me, i close my ears. (man i shld learn selective hearing.. the kind where u can turn ur ears off.. cos i really need it. lol) i m serious. m so not exagerating. n she's horrible fashion sense. well usually i wont comment abt my teachers n i wont diss them cos i know i shld try to like all my teachers... but she is really horrible. she doesnt even teach any textbook things.. keep focusing on outside materials.. n whut is that?!?! i mean.. i asked her, n all she said was that we needed to have more general knowledge of chinese so we can have a better grasp n concept of chinese so we shld just self study all the new ci yus ourselves. like.. whut is that?!?!?!?! esp. for pple like moi whose chinese is so terrible.. n she wants me to self study all the ci yus. when i dont even have my basics.. she can spend one hour talking abt sumthing thats totally not related to our topic. which is like....... -_-||| so yea. she has horrible fashion sense. not only that, she sashays arnd. she doesnt walk. she just kinda swings her arms really wide..n throws her shoulders back.. which makes her look really weird. i think she thiks that she looks like a model when she does that, but seriosuly someone shld give her a mirror. not only that... she ties her hair like a poodle. she cant teach for nuts. she should just stay in that village she came from in china. i want zhen lao shi.... zhen lao shi is the coolest chinese teacher on this whole entire planet. hurryy uppp come back n teach us..... please please please please........ sianified.

well i think i've typed alot liao. more on the clothes thing another time.

laters.

p.s whut is up with members who dont pick up their phone calls when i need to contact them. how irritating. bleahz.

joss stone - victim of a foolish heart

this post is for daniel sim since he was so nice to help me fix my template... this post is for him. haha.

notice i changed my template? so this is my new template with two hot babes kissing n i think it rocks. dunnoe why but i just like templates with pple kissing in them.....

anyway i spent almost one hour making this template so nice.. n had alot of trouble with that stooopid google advertisement that was so in the way of my posts. but thanx to dan, had moved it.. so ya... it's now not so horrible. yay.

ok. actually wanted to blog alot of things.. but very lazy, n i wanna watch tv. just fyi, we had the first day of sports meet today.... n i learnt quite alot of things.

1. ngee ann pple dont run, they fly. they r so scary... its beyond comprehension.
2. it doesnt really help if u keep muttering "pls fall pls fall" to the guy who's doing his long jump. in fact, it makes him jump 6.2 m
3. a discus is heavy... n its really not funny if u drop it on ur foot when u try to swing it.
4. lightning can be pretty scary when u see it land right in front of u.
5. pple need to be really strong to stick a javelin in the ground nicely on a hot sunny day when the ground is hard.
6. chung cheng pple are (unfortuantely) bad runners. we'd be the first to get caught if we were running away from the police or sumthing (ok.. admittedly thats a crappy example)
7. a field looks huge compared to running in school.
8. when u wear spiked shoes on cement floor, u have to sorta walk like a penguin to make sure u dont spoil ur spikes.
9. the thingy under ur short shorts dont work cos if u land in sand, all the sand gets to ur butt (according to nicola.. lol)
and finally,
10. if today i was scared at the thought of running in front less than 400 pple... i will be positively terrified running in front of 8000.

ya.. thats all i found out so far. more on the clothes and the china woman tmr. (ok ok.. i keep procrastinating.. i shant. just no time todae. haha.)

n one last thing, gy's hammies mated.. so she's prob gonna have 12 baby hammies running abt.. so pple who want hammies.. pls contact me for further details asap...

ok.. thats abt all. =) laters.

ok... promised to blog abt a certain china woman... but thats for later.. wanna talk abt my day with natalie... oh wait lemme digress - i knw i always say that pple who talk abt their day in their blog are really boring but i cant help it i just have to talk abt my day n it is kinda pointless for pple who read this blog of mine (ya sherry this whole part is for u haha) but i really have to do it cos i just loved today! ya... haha. =D i went to the Singapore Fasion Festival which was not bad... esp. the collection of dresses that are at wisma atria. pple who love fashion.. go check it out. there are a few dresses by pple like carolina herrera, dolce n gabanna, alexander mcqueen... its brilliant. so go n stand in awe of pieces of art. so i went with my all time babe-ilicious cool fashion best fren to go hang out.. n it was really fun to get to talk to my babe... been so long since we last went out to look at clothes, try stuff on... was extremely fun.. today, i finally managed to get into chanel, celine, fendi, burberry.. the works w/o having my frens think i'm nuts. was a great feeling. haha.. n also we went to check out a fashion show at the Tent @ Orchard. ok lah not bad lah.. considering they r b local designers.. wasnt as bad as i thot it would be. the models were aiight.. not as horrible i thot they'd be... yeaps. so pple go check it out..!! haha.. oh ya speaking of which... i m soooo jealous of my sister. cos she's on the guest list for all the invites only shows.. which is like.. major super dooper cool.. so i m hoping she can bring me along.. esp. for the Julian Macdonald fashion show.. n well i also wanna see robetro cavalli's collection.. oh man i m going fashion crazy. but who cares.... i love it.

go check out singapore's fashion festival...!! go go go go... whut r u waiting for?? go...!!!!

ok my head is too full of clothes i cant really talk abt other things. i'm still dreaming of clothes. shall talk abt clothes my next post. (oh man realise i still have to talk abt the china woman.. gah) in meantime.. pple go check out style.com...... brilliant webbie... go go go go go...

sarah's a fashion junkie.

ok.... i know i havent been blogging for a long time.. n now i have so many things to say.. dots.. my mind a bit confused.. ah i cant be bothered to organixe my thots properly.. so if i seem to suddenly change topic when u continue reading this.. well.. its cos i have alot of things to say n i dunnoe how to organize all of it into a nice long flow of words cos my brain is too tired. well actually its just my body... but too lazy. well i have never exercised so much since i quit bball. my muscles have been aching.. m utterly exhausted. i cant even walk up the stoopid stairs properly.. n to think my class is on the FOURTH floor.. the highest floor in my school.. n i have to walk to the otherr end of my schl for my chinese lessons.. which are held everyday (except on monday) so i walk SUPER far to get to my chinese lessons with a china woman (i'll talk abt her later). i have been going to the gym every alternate day.. n on other days.. i dont exactly have rest. and going to the gym after running is so tiring.. but super rewarding, i must admit.. but just lemme whine abit abt my aching muscles... i seriously m unable to walk up the stairs properly.. m in constant pain. n oh ya.. i fell down while running yesterday during track. on the same ankle i fell down when i was wearing my boots on valentine's day. (rmb how i just phwumped on the floor.. ya...) n it hurt. still. i cant properly rotate my crap ankle w/o it hurting... so my mommy is taking me to see a doctor. i think its kicking a bit fuss over nothing.. but i better listen to my mommy. hopefully its nuthing big.. so next week i can go for sports meet. i hope can.. seriously hope can..... speaking of which, the track uni (can u call it a uniform.. or outfit.. or track suit... ah i hv no idea) is sooo... not nice. liked last yrs one better... n the shorts are sooo short... eeeekss. cant imagine wearing it on 4 schl meet.. with the hold entire schl (plus 3 other schls) looking at me. well they wont really be looking at me.. cos there are so many other pple to look at... but u get my point. ya.

so today's april fools day.. n guess whut my class did. they gave ms verily tan a crutch n they said it was for her because she's so lame. (ok backgrnd info... ms tan is our chem teacher.. n she really does tell corny lame jokes in lesson.. but most of the time its just to wake us up when we are abt to fall aslp... ya... n her jokes r really.. cold.. but she does it just to wake us sleepy heads up... n she's pretty xiao qi.. when she kp pple.. [esp me.. dunnoe why she loves to kp me.. but now not so much cos i have been very kuai in her lessons lately cos i like the new topic.. abt moles.. ok i digress] she can be super xl... but she's a good teacher lah, must admit...) n ms tan just blew up lor.. she was so angry.. she just said our class hurt her feelings n disgusted her.. n i was kinda shocked.. in fact more than half of the class didnt know they were gonna play such a mean joke on her... yea.. n i felt really so bad.. cos ms tan. looked so angry.. never seen her so angry before.. n i was really affected by it lah.. cos... there were 4 girls who planned it.. among which, 2 were christians.. n best part was one of them (them = christians) didnt even feel she was in the wrong. n i was like.. "man whut on earth have ur learnt in church.. dun ur have common sense" ya.. cos i was really really upset by the fact that they were like that..i mean.. i dont mean to make all those non christians listen to me talk abt my religion.. but i was seriously quite angry.. like.. even those who dont have any religion knew it was wrong to humiliate a teacher lor... ya... n well.. i kinda got over emotional.. but was really angry lah.. yea...

which reminds me.. been reading wuite a few blogs... n m quite astounded on how crude pple really ah.. esp. pple who call themselves christians.. like.. dots dots dots dots.. purify ur mouth??? ur excuse is that it's just a word so its ok.. but its not. cos ur body is a living temple of the holy spirit.. u r defiling urself.. n the holy spirit wont wanna be sumwhere thats not pure, set right with God.. n... hai.. think god alot of pple who call themselves christians in my schl.. but they dont live a life worthy... i dont mean it in a way that says i m better than the rest... i m the least w/o Christ.. i m the worst.. but in Jesus i have everything.. i can strive to live better.. becos i have bigger purpose n bigger vision. n all christians shld have a bigger purpose.. thats beyond the gossipping n backstabbing in secondary schl.. like.. ya i know our schl is a super.. not condusive christian environment to be in.. there r so many pple backstabbing one another.. but thats them.. thats the world.. as a christian u cant set double standards for urself... call urself a christian but live life just like anybody else in this world... its wrong.. its not glorifying God.. it'll make pple think that christians r liars.. say one thing but dont do it.. n thats not whut we are..... n... well i dunnoe how to say lah.. but pls dont spoil the name of our God.. cos He is the most fabulous God... so if u wanna do the things that u do.. wanna scold bad words.. wanna live a double standard life.. go ahead n do it.. just stop calling urself a christian. cos it's just no right. u cant love God n love the world. so go ahead n love the world. Jesus blood wasnt just shed for nuthing.. dont take His blood, dont take His grace forgranted.. there's a limit to whut u can do......... haix dunnoe how to say it lah.. but feel very burdened.

well i wanted to talk abt sum other things.. but i think i've typed enuff for one post.. will prob update tmr to talk abt my new chinese teacher who has the shrillest voice ever. so now i am gonna end to tell u that i am suddenly super into Guns n Roses, Deep Purple, The Temptations, and Gavin Degraw. ya.... but more of Guns n Roses n Deep Purple.. their guitar solos are like.. wowww.. and well.. i m into 80s rock.. its just superb.. compared to the rock we hear now... well... pple like Busted shld just go n stuff their heads in sand cos they dare call themselves a rock band... what a disgrace.

ok... seriously have to stop typing cos my mommy is screaming for me to go change so can go see doctor. laters.