Tuesday, December 28, 2004

oooo my baby's got a girlfriend!!!!

ok. for those people who are a little confused as to whut i'm talking abt, i'm talking about my darling snowie of course. we [we= me, mom, sis] brought him out for the whole day yesterday. the lil baby went out for 5+ hrs without taking a nap..! so proud of him. X) so anyway yea we went to visit aunty veron cos i wanted to go visit diamond [check my archives to find out who diamond is] and apparently she adores him. both of them kept playing together... it was so sweet! she's lick his nose just to get his attention when he was nuahing on the carpet. n then they'd both run arnd chasing each other... so cute man!!!! hahahaha. n when he left her house she was so sad.. she even whined at the door. n the poor darling didnt even eat her dinner cos she missed him too much.. man... doggy love.. so adorable. =D
so yups. my baby has a new girlfren.. n he just went for his grooming today. wah he looks like a rabbit leh! [lee, dont need to be scared of him liao. just think that he's a rabbit can already. hee. =p] with his pink ears... hahaha i love to play with his pink ears. so yeaps he's going for his photoshoot on thursday. can u believe it? dog's go for photshoots. but then again, my snowie is so handsome.. he shld go for the photoshoot. X) even tho it's so uber expensive, [he go for grooming $50 liao. i mean. my doggy go cut hair more expensive than i cut hair. -.-] i think it's worth it. =D so yeaps. i'm done with my doggy post n i gotta og now cos my bro is gonna drag me out of his room pretty soon. lol.


oooo YES! forgot to talk abt my slumber party.. dots! ok nvm shall type really fast. i'm gonna have a slumber party tmr!! at jess' house!!! i'm soooo exicted!!! bth!!!!! it's like.. the 1st time i'm gonna see her after a yr plus. waahhhhh... u cannot imagine how excited i'm gonna be. meeting up with the girls - ai ping, amanda, jess n jasmine. oooooo!!!!!!! hahahahahhaa.. okok. i'm going nuts. so shall really end here cos my bro is throwing me The Look.

okie cheerios pple! snowie sends his kisses [hmmm i think they're licks instead]. X)

Sunday, December 26, 2004

this is a nonsense post to say that i just realized that the post b4 this is my longest post ever. n also to say that today is boxing day. lol.
ok yes i know i haven't blogged in awhile, but have been really busy the past week plus so even tho i did want to sit down n type all that's happened, i didnt have the time. so today's post will be super long cos of all the things i wanna blog about. X) hmm.. i shld make a list of whut i wanna blog abt in case i forget right? ya. here goes.

-christmas!!!!
-my new pink room!!
-mommy's birthday!!
-tuesday's outing at orchard!!
-christmas shopping!!
-family's christmas gathering!!!
and well i'll just add in whutever i want as i write on. haha.

christmas has come n gone, but i'm still in the christmas mood. all happy n cheery.. but then again not quite. plenty of things going thru my head - stuff i wouldnt like to talk about here, thankuverymuch. but yea christmas was a blast. =D had 2 services at the indoor stadium, and man it was awesome. i just loved the dancers. X)) altho i've been pretty tired from all the running arnd from children's church n whut not.. it's been all worth it. oh ya speaking of children's church, it was soooo fun!!! wah i really miss it lor. all the running arnd.. helping maur... [oh yes maur is getting married on jan 9th! i must rmb to go... ok u pple must remind me ok. hahaha.] being in charge of the registration of the walk-ins... wah! was super fun. n even tho i had to wake up at 7 on friday, it was superbly bril to be able to help out. n i met a little kiddo who really made me smile. =D he was such a sweetie - cos while i was busy running around like a headless chicken cos we were seriously short handed, he came up to me n gave me a big bear hug. so adorable! n the thing was i'd never seen him b4.. but he just smiled at me n asked me to carry him... wahhh! heart melt mans. he had such a nice smile, n his eyes looked so happy.. so i started tlaking to him to just relax a bit. that was when his maid told me he was deaf. which made me even more touched lah i guess. cos.. i dunnoe? it made me realize that despite the fact that he couldnt hear, he was still so joyful n cheery simply becos it was christmas. so that was one ultra memorable moment amidst the madness n chaos of the morning. i seriously think he's an angel God sent to just make me realize how blessed i am. =) so yeaps, children's church was a blast.. n so after children's church i rushed back home n left for church [outfit? a chiong light green american eagle top, chiong jeans, white belt, my nice stilettos [ooooh i'll tell u abt my stilettos later wahaha] n my emily the strange bag. man i'm such a bangkok girl. rofl.] cos it was already 6. [svc started a 7.] the whole stadium was packed as usual n svc was good lah. =D xiu rong n her friends accepted Christ!!! n so did jasmine's bro!!! so yea i think that was the highlight of the evening. =D after svc i went out with sin ma to gelare's to eat n talk. it was really good to just talk n hang out. X) [OH YES! i suddenly rmbered whut is sumthing else i wanna talk about. PS2!! wahahahahaha... ok. i'm just thinking n typing. so nonsense. lol] he said sumthing that really made me think.... but yea i wont blog it here cos it's private. p-r-i-v-a-t-e. lol. so daddy came to pick me up, and ya i went home to play X-Men Legends [i think thats the name of the PS2 game] and BurnOut 3. man i think i'm becoming a PS2 addict. wah i just love the controller now. X)) so ya we were playing PS2.. n i had to go write my cards after that. so this year's christmas day was pretty eventful. it all started with a major quarrel i had with my bro at like.. 3 in the morning. man it was one of the HUGEST quarrels ever.. so big that jie had to sort of intervene.. on christmas day some more. -.- but it turned out to be really good.. it was like, the first time i actually communicated with my siblings. now i can say with utmost confidence that i know they love me, n that i love them loads too. so yea.. we finally ended the quarrel/discussion at 5 in the morning. n i had to go back to writing my cards after the big hoo ha, so i ended up sleeping anrd 6. it was like i was just taking a nap, cos after that i had to wake up at 8 to go down to church. n after soooo long, i finally met joshua n egan n ben!!! wahhhh.. miss those guys like siao. egan has come back with a full fledged slang, man he cant even speak chinese anymore. -.- josh was kinda hungover, but he was a sweetie to send me home after svc, we took cab together. n as for ben.. well i only saw him, didnt get a chance to tlak to him. but yea just seeing him made me really really happy. =D so after svc i went straight home for a nap. man the nap was awesome!!! i so badly needed the sleep.. it felt soooo good to just plonk on my bed and hug my bolster. =D after that.. hmm.. my relatives came over to my place for our traditional christmas gathering n this yr's one was fabulous! we actually sang christmas carols! it was SUPERB!!! everybody was actually singing along.. n there was atmosphere in the place. simply brilliant. =D so after that the couzies stayed over to play games like we normally do. n this yr we played a variation of murderer.. which was superbly fun! there were ghosts and everything in the game.. n sumhow all the murderers would kill my bro first cos he just talked too much. rofl. so after playing murderer, we played taboo and hahah that was fun too. =D so christmas day was fab.. we played other games as well, but i'm lazy to blog abt them cos i still have many other things i want to blog abt. hee. so yeaps. this yr's christmas on the whole was fab. =D

ok flashback to last sunday when Sy Rogers came to our church to preach he's a simply awesome fellow, really showed me how impt it is to feed of God's abundant source of love, instead of feeding of other humans. by feeding off, i mean filling up ur love tank. whut is a love tank? hmm.. everybody has a love tank. it's like a tank u need to fill so that u'll feel loved n accepted. sort of. so yea it was truly by God's grace that he stopped being gay n a transexual n became a solid man of God. =D he was so funny during the sermon ["god created adam and eve, not adam n steve." rofl] that the whole congregation was laughing so hard. lol. he kinda reminded me of robin harfouche. ooo i miss her ler! n her infectious laughter. hee. so ya that was sunday's svc, after that a bunch of us [us =ber, phyllis, glen, aaron, urs truly, li ting, jasmine n her bro] headed down to town. i was on a mission to find a nice pair of pumps so i actually travelled to far east to shop for shoes, upon ber's recommendation. li ting n aaron were long suffering enough to follow me arnd as i hunted for my perfect pair of shoes, and yups... i was actually feeling dejected cos i'd wlak arnd the place for over 2 hrs n i was abt to leave, until i decided to go down to b1 to just check out the shops. n as i was wlaking, i changed upon this absolutely -d-i-v-i--n-e- pair of shoes, stilettos to be exact. their black n pink [two of my fave colours.] and well i was drooling over them lah. =D so yeap i got a new pair of stilettos [they're a full 3 inches high. man i just feel so tall in them. =D] courtesy of the nice nice aaron aw. it was my late birthday prezzie.. so yeaps. it was good! haha.. oh yes i also shopped for mommy's birthday prez. we bought her a nice nice braun buffell wallet that looks so classy. X) all i can say is, i have brilliant taste. =p yes i know i'm thick skinned, but this is my blog so u hv no choice but to read whutever i say. =D

so monday was mommy's birthday, and i went christmas shopping with her, while jie jie n her bf started on painting our room pink.. [ooh we're coming to talk abt my pink room soon. hehe] we shopped arnd robinsons, taka.. n well it wasnt very successful for her lah. i was pretty happy, cos she bought me a lip gloss n eye shadow from body shop. thats not the best part... she agreed to buy me a 3g phone!!!!!!!! so yea i'm going to have a new phone soon. X) not gonna tell u whut i'm gonna do with it... but lets just say i can just feel myself holding my very own iPod. =D so after that we had a yummy dinner n spaggedies [i think thats how u spell it] at paragon n wah we ordered alot of things! we ate n ate n ate n ate until i was sooo stuffed. i couldnt even get up from my chair.. we all just sat there n talked.. which was really fun. =D

tuesday was... paint-my-room-all-pink day. now its so ultra girly n pink.. wahhh! if u ahve a headache, u better not come into my room cos it'll amke ti worse. thats how pink my room it is. but it isnt gawdy or anything.. its just an extremely warm colour. which looks fab, i.m.o. n after all the painting i headed down to town to check out our church members perform for a solid 2 n a half hrs at the big christmas tre in orchard beside borders. =D all the singers were there, even sister erana was there! and all the dancers, even the gorgeous breaker i like sooo much. hahahaha. the best part was when pascale and i played sum silly game that required me to dress her up as a human christmas tree... n we won!!! wah it was so fantabulous. =D a cool $150 taka voucher. so it was really a blessing lah. i could clear the remaining presents i hadn't bought. =)

so yups it's been a pretty long blog. actually have more to say, but man my fingers n getting tired so i think i'll stop here. lol. i hope this satisties my dearest jasmine [a.k.a that silly administrator on my blog. hee.] n lee ling. so yes, this post is for the both of them. X))

ok laters peeps! even tho this is late, here goes...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

cheerios!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

today has been such a nua day for me. which is awesome. i just loved all my nuahing. hahaha. my day basically consisted of..

waking up at 10.30. lazing in bed n replying smses. then going back to sleep. waking up at abt 12. reading my comics for awhile in bed, n then going back to sleep. finally waking up arnd 2. it was the most amazing sleep i've had in awhile. X))) n whuts more after that, i had a nice long nap in the afternoon. so yeaps, today was a nua day. lol.

anyway last night sin ma was such a sweetie. he came over to my hs to pass me my belated prezzie which is something i'm still waxing lyrical over. =D he bought me this super duper uber nice jigsaw!!! yea i know most of u think i'm not able to do jigsaws.. but no its not true ok! i actually have the patience to complete jigsaws one. i find it very fun n enjoyable doing jigsaws. n the satisfaction felt after one jigsaw is completed.. its.. WOW. hahaha. so yeaps, he bought this awesome 1500 piece disney jigsaw that really does look nice. n he packed all the pieces in this nice red box with lotsa styrofoam balls so it just looks bril. [see? i'm waxing lyrical. hahahaa.] so this post is for his cos he bought me that nice nice prezzie. X))

oh n ya guys i did hear abt that thing li nanxing did.. which is think is awesome!!! waahh!! props to him for giving props to Jesus up on stage! more n more pple in the entertainment biz becoming christians.. woohoo! conversion is happening! how amazing is that. X)) so yeaps thats the whole li nan xing thing. haha..

anyway i'm off to blast my christmas music now. just d/l a whole ton of christmas albums. absolutely bril stuff. christmas is coming!!!!!! we are celebrating an awesome day!!!! my savior became man for me on christmas - just how awesome is that? simply bril. =D okok. i shall talk abt christmas in my next post. off to blast music now.

cheerios!!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

i am not brainwashed by chc. my vision is not narrow and i am not as stupid as u think.

simply cannot understand how someone can complain and judge and steroetype so much, and yet portray himself as the victim, the misunderstood one. people, the end tims are coming. if u're a christian - u better start praying. cos yes, persecution is coming. it will surely come. we are living in the end times. the time is coming, it is drawing near... so get yourself prepared. it is not the time to whine and complain abt how crappy you think it is to be living in this era. i do not claim or try to be sum1 who knows alot about the end times. in fact, i know very little. i don't know who is the antichrist.. i don't know if there is going to be a world war 3, but i do know this - the end is coming and the lost need saving. you and i are put on this earth for a purpose. and u know whut ur main purpose is? to tell the world about Jesus. yea. thats ur main purpose - to fulfill the Great Comission. please don't tell me that all i am saying is chc crap and u've heard enough of it. becos it came from the bible. are u now trying to tell me that the bible is wrong? or the great comission has been misintepreted? certainly not. i cannot believe u are not at all moved by whut christ has done for u.. so unmoved that u're unwilling to tell others abt him. whut is this??? u claim to be so in love with God, so grateful for whut he has done for u.. n yet u're willing to let the pple arnd u go to hell? i'm not. i'm different from u. u might once again say that this is chc bs.. but at least i know my purpose and my mission. u? i feel sorry that u're lost.. trying so desperately to be a rebel. saying that u are 'fighting against the system so that there'll be a difference". but you're not fighting effectively. cos all u're doing is making people think that u just love to complain n not do anything. is this changing anything? no. so why don't u just leave? "becos there are people here who love me.." ah - so whut u're doing is making them happy? or are you ignorant and unconcerned abt how they feel? bleah. thats a whole load of tosh. after everything u've said to me, u've only succeeded in contradicting urself and showing me how confused u really are. but then again, its sumthing u enjoy isnt it? to be misunderstood and all alone. like i said last night, it's your prerogative.


argh i so needed to get all that out of my system. n now that that's outta the way? i can finally talked abt more impt things. =) today was the last cg befor we multiplied.. altho sermon was short.. n everything was pretty normal.. it was a really good cg. in all its nomality, in all our 'rituals', the presence of God was really there.. n the way everyone was really praising God, worshipping, listening attentively... it was amazing! it was one of the best ways to end everything. its like, a great ending can lead to another awesome beginning. =D n well i'm still with lin, and wow she's like the very first cgl to take me for 3 cgs. the past coupla yrs just zoomed by.. n i'm sure next yr will be better n more victorious! =) wah i'm just so excited.. hee. all the stretching of capacity.. all the trials i'll have to face.. but man it's gonna be an awesome yr! =D so exciting... hee.

ok. enough blogging for now. i'm off to watch my new The O.C episodes. yay! X)) cheerios!

Saturday, December 11, 2004

i miss snowie. and i'm feeling fluish. and i have many things to blog. but my brains too fuzzy to organize the thought that are running around in my brain.. the same way my nsoe is running. i have sooo much mucus u wont believe. it's so amazing the amnt of mucus a fluish person can produce. i've used up sooo many tissues its insane. forest conservationalists are out to get me for killing their trees. is there such a word as conservationalist? i dunno. i think i just made that up. lol.

anyway today's post will totally have no link cos my brain is seriously fuzzy wuzzy now. [ooo i like those two words. fuzzy wuzzy. fuzzy wuzzy. fuzzy wuzzy. they have officially replaced bugga boo. hahaha. fuzzy wuzzy fuzzy wuzzy.] the panadol flu tablets seem to have zero effect on me.. i shld pop more pills. n then i'd get high. or maybe i wouldnt. i dunnoe. can u get high popping too many panadol pills? maybe u dont get high.. u just D.O which is not sumthing i want.. ok i'll just stick to taking two every few hrs. boo. so yea onto my post...

snowie's not at home.. he's currently staying at bernie's house.. i miss him soooo sooo much. it feels so weird not having that lil cute fluffball running anrd my hs and waking me up so darn early. in fact this morning i woke up b4 10 only to realize that there wasnt anybody to wake me up. it's like my life at home revolves arnd him and only him. he's this lil prince who loves to be pampered, and i love to pamper him. and its suddenly so weird not to have him lying on the floor beside me.. or following me round the hs... oh man i miss him so so so so much. =( monday seems like a loonngg time more b4 i get to see him again. =(

past few days have been pretty alright, friday's svc was bril! [since whne is svc not bril? haha] pst. john avanzini was in town and he spoke during the adult services.. which was amazing!! he talked abt Jehovah Jireh being a place, not a name of God. its a place where u know that the promises of God are for you, and you can hold onto them. its not a time, not a name, but a place. which was really cool. X) and then he later talked abt stewardship. stewardship is ocming to a place where you realize that everything u own is not urs, but Gods, and u're just a supervisor of God's money/possession/fill in the blank urself. n when u realize that nuthing u own is urs, then God will not ask u for all u have, becos all u have is His.. get it? So instead of being a proprietor, u become a steward. X) so when u come to that pt where u can fully trust God to provide for u, offering will not be "ok God this is how much i want to give to You.." but rather a question of "God how much do You want me to give this week?" which i.m.o is just so cool. X)) hee.

tmr is last cg.. oh man how time flies. today is the 11th, i have abt 2 weeks more of holiday.. and then i'll be called a sec 4. oh man how weird is that. i do believe change is a good thing, and i'm welcoming the change.. but still.. gonna miss my old members... ah well. its time to step out of comfort zone into the unknown n go into deeper n greater things! X) am so excited abt whut the new yr is gonna bring me.. have many goals and aspirations i wish to fulfill.. so man its gonna be great! hee. ok.. off to do sum last minute stuff for tmr's cg... then i better get sum shut eye if i want to be better...

cheerios peeps. X))

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

i have no idea what to blog. but man i'm getting so bored i think i might turn into mould. hmm.. me purple n green... ohmygoodness i'm turning into barney. help. but yea, havent left the house [except to take my darling snowie out for walks] ever since saturday night. which is a looonngg time, if u ask me. n my hols are just slowly drifting away... so not good.

sigh.

i'm getting a case of ennui. and ennui makes me lose inspiration. for the love of me i cannot remember whut i wanted to talk about today. i'm getting STM from pas.... oh! i remember! hahaha.

well i've been watching tons of chick flicks lately, and i have to say i'm still extremely into cute guys. admittedly i'm extremely shallow, but honestly. cute guys are yummy. and awesome to look at. the likes of Tom Welling, Chad Michael Murray, Jared Padalecki and never forgetting the divine Brad Pitt just make me swoon. or drool. or both. lol. why dont i ever see cute guys like that in singapore? just for some extremely pleasurable eye candy.

why am i talking about cute guys today on this post u ask? well, i just watched Cheaper By The Dozen and i saw Tom Welling and Jared Padalecki on the show. n they looked wonderful. so even tho this is an extremely boring n nonsensical post, its still my blog, so u have no choice but to read all this since u're here. hah.

anyway onto other random thoughts that are floating in my head...

-i just love steve madden. he creates such lovely pumps that look so ultra hip.. man oh man if i could just get my hands on one absolutely yummy pair of shoes.. waahhh.. haha. ok next yr i'm soo definitely gonna wear steve madden's to my prom. no question. =D

-eminem's Toy Soldiers is actually really nice! i am such a fan.

-i am now officially bored. so i'm going to play with my darlin snowiee. he's like a prince, cos i always pat him n rub his tummy. but i love making him feel comfortable. oh yes he's like a member of my family now. even mommy n daddy say goodnight to him. which is a bit funny.

ok really gtg. laters.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

of music and bruises.

ok i've officially counted how many bruises i have, and i am now the proud owner of 8 bruises that are steadily turning more purple. it's like me mutating into barney all over again... lol. nah, i'm just exxagerating. these bruises aint that bad.. but i just hate the 3 on my stomach. looks terrible. eeeeks. n there's one really cool bruise that surrounds my scratched leg.. which is quite.. hmm.. how to describe? it makes it look like an island. hahaha..
anyway dats about my music. i have suddenly been very into U2 and Ray Charles. absolutely fabulous music. so they're both on my mp3 player right now. =D check out U2s new album "How To Dismantle An Atomic Bomb" and Ray's last album, "Genius Loves Company". awesome stuff. X))))
ok i'm off to eat ban li. ever since i introduced it to my bro he's been hooked. so, yes! off to eat ban li now. happy happy happy. oh n if u're wondering whut a ban li is.. its half a watermelon, filled with lotsa ice, ice jelly, fruit cocktail, n lotsa watermelon balls. absolutely yummy stuff.
okok gtg. bro calling. cheerios!
ok feels like i havent blogged in ages. so yes, today is my update post. =D

i last blogged on wednesday morning.. hmm.. nuthing much's happened since then.. nuthing except for playing with aunty veron's absolutely cute toy poodle on wed afternoon, rushing thru 4 BS lessons in 1.5 hrs, graduating on friday, and going go-karting today, and falling off my go-kart.

actually its quite alot huh. hahaha. snowie's at my hs now, he's been here since friday, and he's just the cutest dog in the world. my mom adores him [its a very good thing] and well, everybody adores him. he's like a lil prince we all pamper. in fact, even as i type this, he's under my chair.. sleeping soundly like a lil baby. so cute. lol. he does all the cutest things, like chasing cats when i bring him for his walk, or giving u that dopey look that says 'i want a tummy rub', or the sad look he gives when he doesnt get to go out with us. oh, n he's so smart, he loves to teh my mommy. my mommy was so delighted she even brought him out to dinner. hahaa. n diamond [aunty veron's toy poodle] is only 2.5 months old... so cute!!! she's brown and soft. like a lil fluff ball. haha. i think she can be snowie's frens.. n then she'll be miss nua.. n snowie will be mr nua.. n they call all be frens!! hee. i think i'm going doggy crazy. lol.

ok enough abt dogs, i am now a proud owner of my Certificate of Christian Foundation. had grad on friday.. n all i can say is.. YAY! after all the rushing n whut not.. i'm so pleased... thank God i got thru it this yr.. n all i can say is... i cant wait to go to bible school!!!!! it's gonna be so super ultra duper uber exciting.. i simply cannot wait. =D

so today [ok technically its yesterday cos its past 12] was fun, cos we [we=the cousins +bernie+kelvin] went go-karting in jb!!! it was awesome.. the wind on ur face.. the speed of the car.. woohoo it was a fun!! the only not so fun part was me flying out of my go-kart. i crashed into the tyres at the side of the circuit, and i flew out. was kinda freaky.. so i have a few scratches here n there.. i thikn orgh chehs are gonna develop on my stomach pretty soon. cos nwo it hurts like mad already. i dunnoe how my stomach got affected, but i think the impact was pretty hard, cos i was feeling nauseaus [how do u spell it??] and my head was throbbing for the rest of the day. oh n i puked twice. all my yummy lunch came out. was so disgusting. =( so felt pretty uncomfortable after the go-kart incident... but hung on n even watched The Incredibles in the theatres cos its just so cheap there, only S$5!! n after the show, we went to have dinner, and then from City Square we walked all the way to the woodlands custom. can u believe it, we walked so damn far. it was like.. can do marathon liao. but thank God i was feeling much better by then, so could actually walk with everyone. ended up reaching home arnd 11.. so now am ultra super sleepy. today's been pretty eventful on the whole. =) i'm a bit scared of go-karting now. flying out of a go-kart is so not fun. lol. we're planning to go wake boarding on our next trip.. n i'm so excited! hopefully we'll do it b4 the new year starts... which means it'll be pretty soon. hahaha.. cant wait! *excited*

ok, am pretty sleepy right now. my neck is aching.. so yeaps. i'm off to dreamland peeps. cheerios! X))

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

oh yes. before i forget, i gotta correct my previous post. it's not "toilet bowls can't die" but rather "you can't eat toilet bowls". both make sense anyway. rofl.

anyway i'd lo ve to tell u more, but i gotta go now. going to aunty veron's house to play with her new poodle. wheeee!!

cheerios!