ah. the birthday's over. but it was super fun. and YAY I'M FINALLY 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can finally sing that song from the movie 'sound of music'. u know the one where one of the daughters sing

i am sixteen going on seventeen....

ahahahahaha. i have always wanted to sing that song. and NOW FINALLY CAN LA!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean. officially sing it. hahahaha.

X)

the outing with jie was very fun. we rarely go out like that and AH! I LOVE IT! she's a pretty cool sister. =D

and the best part of today is the fact that she told me she's going to buy me a pair of TRUE RELIGION JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like how cool is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TRUE RELIGION JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah. so excited. hahahahahaha.

i am still floating on the cloud of true religion jeans. lol.

anyway. i gtg. my damn glasses broke and i am as blind as a dingbat.

are dingbats blind?

does a dingbat even exist? hahahaha. no clue n i dont care. i'm off to catch some shut eye.


oh yes. one more thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18th birthday. man how time FLIES huh? anyway. i love your highlights. take care babe!!!!

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to MEEEEEE
happy birthday to me!

hahahahaha. XD

well. i must recap prom before i forget all the wonderful memories of the evening.

it was admittedly very fun, even tho my girlfriend wasn't there. if xian was there, woah. the dance floor would be smoking. and all those dance floor virgins would finally understand what it means to 'get down there and shake your thang' as so some songs say. hahaha. but oh well. everyone enjoyed themselves on the dance floor. even tho there was techno shit.

i just realized. i CAN NEVER dance to techno. never. no. no. no. simply AWFUL. plus songs that are really blatantly going against my convictions... i just cannot groove to them. for eg. last night there was this song that had lyrics that said 'move bitch, get out the way..." and the whole crowd was chanting along with the song.

like. THATS DAMN FUCKED UP LA!

sorry. but it is. as fun as it may be to just go with the flow and groove, i really cannot get myself to enjoy such lyrics. esp. when there's this wise ass black guy trying to rap it. what total shit. do they not know what it symbolizes! as a female especially. and all those know nothing bimbos were happily chanting along with the dumbass song.

like.... HELLO?! you are not helping us girls in our fight for equality and in our quest to take down sexism. to me such things [ie. lyrics of a song] symbolize something. they represent a mindset. a mindset that some know nothing twit of a rapper has and tries to write in his lyrics.

it is not cool to listen to such songs. it is not a cool song. and what is even more 'uncool' is how those bimbos of girls chant it so loudly and proudly. LIKE HELLO! do u even know what the song is implying? its demeaning to females.

being cool is having ur own individuality. knowing whats right. standing up for what u believe in. being proud of who you are and fighting for what u believe in.

following the crowd BLINDLY is not cool. not one bit.

i am not a feminist. i merely believe in equality. i don't go burning bras and stop shaving and all that shit. but i do believe, that such a song goes again my convictions of having EQUALITY in this world. and seeing all those BIMBOS [i call them that becos it is demeaning enough to have to hear such trash they try to pass of as music, but to have GIRLS chant loudly with the song just disgusts me. it shows they have NO brains. they don't believe in equality and they think that its ok for guys to call them bitches.] sing so loud n proud... ah. disgusting.

ah sorry i digress. just get a little bit caught up when i talk about topics i am passionate about. haha.

ok so back to prom day. it was so exciting! all the anticipation that was building up over the past few days was just MOUNTING. and it was so cool to get my hair and makeup done.

ah, aunty veron is truly a GENIUS. she created double eyelids for me. amazing feat, i.m.o cos never in my life have i had DOUBLE eyelids. ah. it was so much fun! took lotsa photos. and looking at everybody dress up was super cool la. =D

the food left... much to be desired. but ah. alll was super fun. hee.

so we had some activities and performances [one done by urs truly and yay it went well] and after that it was time to hit the dance floor!

overall, an awesome awesome night.


kudos to justin for organizing, and fredrick for mc-ing. =)

ok i'm gonna go OUT with my sister to have fun. YAY!

au revoir darlings!

i've been BUSY! and in a good way.

but not busy mugging and doing tys.. or trying to cram small nuggets of useless [as of now] information into my already saturated brain.
XD

been out so much that i havent had time to chat much. oh well. u know what they say..
the good girls keep diaries. the bad girls never have the time.

hahahaha. altho not true since i'm a self confessed NERD! but still. i really have been very busy.
and oh there's the other one.

good girls go to heaven. bad girls go everywhere else. HARHAR.

ah but i digress.

the past few days have been very fun. i finally feel like a teenager again. all the playing, watching movies.. ah. brilliant. today i FINALLY found my prom dress n vavavoom it is smoking. X) got all my things, accessories and all, at topshop. so i'm ready to go and all i have to get done will be my hair and make up tomorrow.

aaaahhh!!!!! so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

hahahaha.

other than that. been going out everyday to catch up on my social life. meet pple.. go shopping.. hang out.. watch movies. i'm slowly unwinding. hahaha

anyway. i gtg~~~~

going to go OUT to meet my friend. =D

tata darlings!

finally...

FREE.

XD

ONE MORE DAYYYY!!!!

i've forgotten what freedom feels like.

and the anticipation of GETTING IT BACK TOMORROW.

i had to come and blog.

even tho i have a TON of chem to stuff in my head still. but my paper is at 2.. so tmr morning still have time.

after the paper.. at 5.45...

YYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYNNNEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

and unless u're a student taking o levels like me, u will have NO IDEA how happy i am. just talking about it now is making me giggle like crazy. and my bro just gave me a weird look hahahahahaahahaha.

i mean.. my life has been so lifeless, i have even forgotten how to have a life. outside school and macdonals. i am practically lifeless. it's like i can practically start a "You Know You have No Life Besides Your Books" list. oh. i'll start one now haha.

You Know You have No Life Besides Your Books when....

#1. all u do is go to __________ (fill in the blank for ur fave studying spot) SO often that all the people working there already know you.

#2. you used to be an avid movie buff but now have no idea whats showing in the theatres

#3. u feel guilty for taking over than 2 hr breaks and then u end studying even more.

#4. the last time you really went out was august.

#6. you start talking to your TYS

#7. you completely stop blogging. for days and days.


there are definitely tons more. but yes. i've done the above so far..


but oh ho ho ho. in 24 hrs i'll be partying like a nut. XD

actually, come to think of it, i think i'll be quite lost. no need to rush to mac n sit at my favourite table mugging with all those fellow muggers at mac.

the prospect of tmr is making me high. =D

but ok. recap my papers. they were all 'not bad not bad'. english was lovely. my FAVOURITE was literature cos all the questions in my paper i've done before. as in seriously. I LOVE MR DAVA!!!! he is a genius la. and i m not kidding when i mean EVERY single question [except unseen prose/poem of course] that they gave i have done before.

done = studied, wrote draft/essay and discussed it with dava before.

THAT'S THE FIRST TIME SUCH A THING HAPPEN TO ME LA!

p1. KOTC. ALL the questions i've done before. and just b4 the paper i was happily discussing the parents relationship with my classmates + dava. waaaa.. seeing in the paper. was so happy. and the the other two questions i also did before.

wa. u cannot imagine the ELATION i felt when i saw the questions.

the only reason i was in a dilemma was because i didn't know which question to do because i knew how to do ALL. hahahahahahahahahahaha.

and then p2 for twelfth night, i've done ALL THE QUESTIONS as well. even the passage. and it was the EXACT same question.

=D


ahh.. was very happy. i think my school teachers are really very SMART. or they have the force or something. everything they spotted came out. so. it was good. =D for english, the compre was.. enjoyable. for p1, i wrote abt marriage and even tho after the paper i was freaking out cos practically everyone wrote abt the same topic as me.

i think. i will do well. unless my marker is some old scrawny woman who doesn't believe in love and just got divorced. then i'm doomed. but if not, i think i'll fair pretty ok because so far no one has done what i did for the essay. and i'm confident my essay will STAND OUT! =D

sarah ling's english is good when it needs to be. harharhar.

for the rest of the papers.. all really not bad la.

my worst fear is if all those papers that are supposed to be a1 become a2.. n those a2s become b3s.. wah. horrifying thought......

but oh well. worrying is useless. all my grades [except for chem] are more or less set in stone. i can't change it anymore. and i know i have studied hard for the o levels. n i wont have any regrets. =D


ok. i am off to continue chem. electrolysis i am going to CONQUER u. just life i conquered relative velocity yesterday (thanks chui laam!) =D


au revoir fellows sarah is going to be freeeeee. in 20 hours and counting..... XD

todays papers were good. more or less. what i studied came out for ss.

yayness.

but ahhh.. i'm thinking about prom...!

something loud, daring.. bold.

n even tho black's the new black, i think i want many colours. all i can think of is carrie's dressing. or.. samatha's dressing.

from sex n the city of course. =D


ah... i better stop STOP thinking about prom first.

study study study. just a few more days.

au revour!

motion city soundtrack, lets get fucked up and die.

omg that song is so brilliant. X)))


i feel like such a noob for not knowing the bril. bands earlier. but oh well. its never too late. hahaha. =D

someone said i can become pretty extreme when it comes to the things i like. eg. music. i can just listen to a single album i am super into over n over n over again.

my latest addiction [a.k.a shang(4) yin(3) lol. still hv all those ci yus firmly attached to my brain harhar] is currently fall out boy's latest album, from under the cork tree. most of the tracks are pretty phat. see how i try (and fail) to sound street? hahahahaha.

but ok i digress.

i don't think i'm extreme... i prefer to think of myself as very passionate.

heh.


on other news, today is one of the first times i felt i knew what i was doing when practising SBQ questions. i usually write utter bs and crap my way thru, hoping to have sumhow answered the questions. but after the session with the schools darling DM, mr soon, i actually know what i was doing and how to get the marks! hee. thank u mr soon, ur help is greatly appreciated. =D

now all i have to do is learn how to write really fast. train my finger n hand muscles.

anyone know of any exercises i can do? apart from write more n more essays. lol.



ah. enough crap for the day. i'm off to study. cheerios pple. X)

havent been blogging cos i've been bz mugging.

this is a short post to let ya'll know i'm not dead.

my daddy's ok.. sort of. good news is the cancer hasnt spread, so we'll just take it as it comes now. he's going for chemo. and i'm more or less normal.

been listening to new music.. yummy yummy bands like nada surf, ok go, fall out boy, deathcab for cutie.. n yes egan ataris is not bad. hahaha

yesterday's paper was.. not bad not bad. X))

ok. off to studyyyyy....


n shit madonna's hung up on you is STUCK IN MY HEAD!!

~~~~grrrooovveeyyy babbeeyyy grooovveeeyyy~~~~