ok continuing the topic about guys n sex. i still don't really believe that all guys in their 20s have sex as their first priority when it comes to girls. or maybe its because my frens horny. so it could just be him. but then again... ah well. guys. men. they r such weird creatures. lol

girls, or more specifically i, like good looking people. c'mon, who doesn't? someone who's tall, great bod, great hair, great eyes, nice smile, *fill in with whutever quality u desire* etc. etc is sure to make u interested.

i admit. i am superficial.

but anyone who tells u looks dont matter is a liar.

although i do want someone who makes the decisions for me. its tiring to make all the decisions. and even worse when everyone looks to u for the final say. i dont want the final say. sumtimes its comfortable to let my brain rest. without all those silly questions like

"where r we going now?"
"what are we doing after this?"
etc. etc.

it's so irritating. i mean. make ur own decision?! is it that hard to exercise ur silly brain for just a bit.

i can't stand indecisiveness. silly habit lazy pple have when they can't even be bothered to think. whut is that?? just make a decision. its not that difficult is it?





ok i m super duper sleepy. thank God tmr is a holidaeee so i can sleep to my heart's content. yippee!

cheerios

this post is for nigel and daniel.

for nigel, because i miss that fellow tons tons tons.

for daniel, cos its totally fun crapping and singing with him on the phone lol.

have lotsa stuff going on in my head. but i think i'll leave it as that. cos whuts in my head stays in my head, thankuverymuch.

ok post over.

laters.

for nigel: please take lotsa pics!!! esp. one of danielle. she has a cool name, btw. =p

yay yesterday i did manage to catch the victoria's secret runway show. n of course the women are flawless. i still dont know how they do it.. they look great 24/7? n i m now n forever a fan of gisele bundchen. she's superb on the runway.

my fren was telling me that she doesnt watch models on the runway cos she'll feel insecure. n i was -__- i don't see the need to feel insecure.. like? yea its amazing hw they keep their bods like that n stuff, but so whut? i'm me n there's only one me. i know that i'm special n unique n beautiful n gorgeous in my own way. dont get me wrong, i'm not a narcissist or some extremely thick skinned person, i just happen to have an extremely healthy self esteem. X)))

so anyway i didn't have a half day today.. silly principal of ours i just so gneow. but yea it was kinda expected. altho during flag raising i really wanted to throw my shoe at him... lol.

ok i'm busy blasting chinese music.....

yes. i said chinese music. don't give me that stare. it's not thattt strange for me to listen to chinese music. well, mebbe it is. but i'm open n i think its a good form of learning more. =D besides, F.I.R is fabulous. lol.

ok. thats all i wanted to post.

cheerios pple

chocolate gets to my head very easily. *gives loony smile* even though it hurts my humongous ulcer thats on my upper lip which bleeds like mad n is really gross cos its huge.

wellyou yi learnt it the hard way by letting me eat chocolate during tuition.. was so funny.. ahhahaha.. i asked him tons of silly questions, but it was good to see him again. its been almost 2 months since i've had tuition, and it was good. not just because my dearest you yi is gonna be singing the spongebob squarepants song for me, [LOL] but cos i got to see him again. was good to just crap with him. n now he looks like a cross between my vanilla and Pepe Le Pew [u now, that skunk with the terrible french accent that chases the poor cat in warner brothers cartoons... heeeee] cos of that blond tuft thats right in the middle of his head. lol..

ok anyway. onto talking about guys n sex. i was talking to one of my friends last night and he was telling me that guys in their 20s do indeed think about sex alot. in fact, its one of the main factors involved when they get infatuated with girls - whether they think that the girl is gonna have great sex. at first i didnt believe it.. but when he told me the way guys work.. it does actualy kinda make sense.

other factors also include:
- hair shampoo smells n silly things like that
- looks, hot bod, etc. etc.
- n finally comes character.

which leads me to conclude that guys r superficial creatures. but then again, aren't we all? ok no more inspiration to talk abt sex. mebbe another time when i give my opinions.

that reminds me. victoria's secret fashion show is on tonight on channel 5 at 10. its gonna be hot. so turn on ur aircons n such when watching it tonight. i can't wait to see the brilliant tyra banks. yayyy.. X)))))))

girls love boys, boys love sex.
but girls, be good. don't have sex - eat chocolate.

ok been a a few days since i last blogged and i have tonssss to say. and all the things i wanna say have no link but i plan to lump it all together in one post before i start mugging for my two tests later... so don't blame me if u get confused. lol. [abt my last post, i finally completed my essay in chinese lesson when sherry was my muse. (so sherry, kudos to u ma babe.) n chan choo actually accepted my essay!! hahaha.. ya. so this is response to my last post. lol.]

friday:
on friday i went to watch the C Boy's bball team play in the finals at toa payoah.. n man it was soooo exciting!!!! i mean.. i was screaming my heart out lor.. n we won with the final score of 53 - 49 with an unbeatable record. so proud of the boys... cos they didnt even lose a single match.. not even 1!!!!!! so alot of pple from school went, the auditorium (do u call it an audi? i dunnoe whut to call it) was 3/4 full with pple from cchms.. n it was soo cool to see that this one bball match united all the cchms-ians in the audi together.. we were screaming the school song in the last quarter.. n we were on our feet cheering, screaming... u get the picture. lol. so it was definitely great. X))) so i do hope that we get half day tmr since the boys won. silly yue shld give us half day since they did well.. then i'll be spared from my e math n geog test. heee..

after the bball match i went down to church to shower n yes i do love bathing in church toilet. dont ask me why. its just fun. and also cos its clean n nice n there's warm water. lol. n i koped my sister's tennis skirt n a top of hers.. n everyone said i looked like a cheerleader.. -___-""" i mean.. i m not a cheerleader!!!!!! dots... ya.. but the coolest thing of the day was jo telling me that bro poh told her that he saw me during praise n worship in svc n he thinks i should join choir cos i have 'say' . (ok i really dunnoe how to spell it cos its dialect.. but u know when u say a person has 'say' its like.. got style? sumthing like that.. lol..) n i was like.. *wow* bro poh noticed me? i was just busy doing my thang u know... n he actually remembers me..? like.. *double wooww* cos i havent been to visit joie for ages n ages.. and i miss joie tons tons tons. ok so anyway, i was really really pleased n of course flattered n happy n so yups. i'm happy. =D hhahahaha.

saturday:
on saturday i went to pst sun's ZPop concert n it was fun!!!!!!we were playing pick up sticks n i think my cgms realized that they shouldnt play pick up sticks with me becos i m the queen of that silly game LOL. n then taking a whole bunch of lightsticks from the organizers n we were making lots of rings n shapes.. n we even made the word 'SUN!' with all the light sticks. aaron took photos of that so i'll bug him to send it to me. heee.. n xiu ling came, n all her friends came but i didnt get to see her frens big ear hole. but oh well, they were kinda dao so it was ok we didnt really talk. n oh ya!!!! i got my first white hair!!!!!! i mean.. i was so shocked. my very first white hair. i hope thats the only one.... but ya it was cool. hehehe.. (eh u pple reading this.. dont give me the 'sarah-is-insane' look ok. i'm sure u'd be fascinated with ur very first white hair. lol) n altho i lost one of my earrings.. (it was the super nice one mommy specially bought for me whih i totally loved) at the padang. n the padang is HUGE. so was quite impossible to find since it was so dark n there were sooo many pple.. so yea. was quite sad about that. but ah well, the concert was not bad.. wasnt that interested in the other artistes.. but i was screaming my head off for pst sun cos she looked so good n she sang so well!!!!!!!!! xiu ling was so cute.. she kept saying "i can see her baby!!!!" n me n pas were like.. -____- "that's not her baby, thats her stomach." LOL. cos she was wearing this cute outfit that showed her nice belly. heeee... the funny thing was, immediately after pst sun finished her two numbers, 1/4 of the crowd started to leave. i m pretty sure about 1/2 the pple there are CH-ers. the other 1/4 wanted to watch F.I.R (which admittedly is not that bad. lol) so yea it was super duper fun. X)))) so i came home an extremely tired (cos we were standing so many hrs), sleepy, but contented teenie. hahaha..

ok i had a great weekend, n i've talked alot already. so yups. i'm off to down town to meet my mom n daddy n aunty n couzieeee.. yippeee!!!!!!

p.s oh oh oh!!!!! i forgot to tell u that i cut my hair. for only 9 smackeroonies only!!!! such a great deal. n i think it looks nice. =D so yay!!!!! n i hve alot of other things i wanna talk about but mebbe on the next post lol.

p.p.s i share a love/hate relationship with bonjela. more on that and more on sex n shampoo smells on my next post. lol.

p.p.p.s nigel, this part of my post is specially for u. u must be touched ok. i miss u tons!!!!!!!! so sad cant crap with u anymore. =( anyway u must keep the tissue paper i gave u in good condition ok!!!!! heeeee..

ok. enough oh p.s-es. lol.

cheerios pple. X)))))))))))))))))

ok super short post to vent my frustration. i got writer's block. today. i mean. i simply cannto write an essay. have zero inspiration (but my muse yuting was great, dont get me wrong) to write an essay. my points so didnt flow, had nonsense grammar... it basically sucked. but i was given an evil topic. "describe some of the current fashions in your country". i mean... whut si this?!?! n i can't talk abt clothes n outward apearance, cos that'd be supericial. n then i have to think of silly pts to settle for this silly topic...

aarrgghhh.. silly stuuppiiddd topic.

who comes up with such nonsense exam questions anyway???


curses u english paper one setter who set this silly question.

btw, this is sarah's angry side speaking. the side that cannot blog properly. so forget it. more another time. bye

oh. i just realized it's just passed a yr since i start blogging.

and i've actually type loads and loads since then. its so interesting to read my previous posts. lol.

so ya, happy anniversary blogggieee. X)))))

stand by everything You said
stand by the promises we made
let go of everything I've done
i'll run into Your open arms

and all I know is..


i love You more than life
i love You more than life


fall back on everything You've done
fall back on everlasting arms
when all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe

how can it be
You were the one on the cross
lifted for all our shame?
how can it be
the scars in Your hands are for me?

You are the king of all

ok ya i totally forgot to tell u guys all about the gorgeous basist from hillsongs united. cos well i was talking about the greatest person i know.. so i gorgot about this cute cute guy.. but dont worry.. sarah hasnt gone insane, cos she still goes nuts about seemingly cute guys who play bass for hillsongs united!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe... so ya, he's the guy in green!!!! n i think he looks super super cute when he's playing the bass.. he's super super talented.. in fact, all of them are! also note the guy beside pst. sun who's in a white tee, that's Marty Sampson. n he's one of the most fabulous song leaders i've ever heard. like during service, there was no choir.. just him n another guy doing back up with him plus their band.. n man.. the presence was just.. *woaaahhh*.. whut to say.. he's annointed man!!!!! altho my heart still thinks joseph pringle is the bestesty bestest best, these guys definitely come very very close, mebbe even on par with him. lol. X)))))

i really wanna talk about the weekend services.. but i dunnoe how to phrase is all properly... but i'll try anyway. hehe

so service was superb. i went for 3 services, svc 1 - svc 3. n it was awesome!!!!!! its like, pst ulf was preaching on the holy spirit, on the gifts of the holy spirit and how important it was to understand the gifts of the holy spirit. [in 1 corinthians 12. go check it out if u want] and for me it wasn't really the preaching that really impacted me, but the presence he brought.. its like.. pst was just sharing with us his experience with the holy spirit, how the holy spirit can give a Word of Wisdom.. how the holy spirit can give revelation n understanding... n it was superb. brilliant. i really dunnoe how to describe it... but seriously.. it was amazing.

n during svc 3, when pst ulf gave the offering sermon he was talking about going into china and how the offering we were going to give was a mission offering to china. and he talked abt us as a church body having a greater love for china as we give. n the passion for china really grew in my heart.. n the offering i gave was just big.. ya. i just had to give. and today my daddy increased my allowance! so what can i say.. God is good right!!!

well there was a ton of other stuff that happened.. but its really hard to put it into words. all the passion, the love, the undying devotion for my savior.. He is really all i am living for. n how much i love the Holy Spirit.. its kinda hard to write about that... i mean.. i'm still enjoying the after effects of having the holy spirit hit me so hard.. n i really wanna live my life with the holy spirit with me everyday..

n its more than just having him inside.. cos its about bringing it to the world.. where pple dont know that life is so much more than working for money.. w/o vision, w/o purpose... the lost must be saved.. i cannot do it, cos i am limited. but becos i have God, i put on the mind of Christ and i become unlimited. i mean... how cool is that? X)))

well.. i know i sound rather incoherent now, but it's all been good this weekend. simply fabulous.


Jesus, You're so amazing. its beyond me how You can love me.

i serve an awesome, awesome king.

cheerios. X))))

Your mercy found me,
upon the broken road,
and lifted me beyond my failing.
into Your glory,
my sin and shame is dissolved,
and now forever Yours I’ll stand.

in love never to end,
to call You more than Lord,
glorious friend.

so I throw my life upon all You are,
cos I know You gave it all for me.
and when all else fades,
my soul will dance with You,
where the love lasts forever.

and forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing
of how You gave Your life away,
just to save me -
Lord You saved me.

with You,
where the love lasts forever.

Holy Spirit i love You. Jesus i love You. i want You to work through me.
Use me, Jesus.

today's service was brilliant! i mean... pst ulf was on fire! n svc 3 was very very superb.

simply brilliant.

but now i m super sleepy, so shall elaborate tmr.

i love You, Holy Spirit. You rock my world. X))))))))

peace reigns today.

thank God.

i figure the silly guy really lost his voice [hah] and i seriously think he deserves it. yes i know i'm evil.. but he should find better things to do in my ppov. thankfully its quiet, cos my head's sorta throbbing. not the extreme pain kind.. more like.. that irritating feeling that sorta makes u wanna throw up n wake the *buzz* outta ur head.. sumthing like that.

anyway blod readers, i bring glad tidings....

i finally have a new handphone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe.. my daddy secretly bought it for me last night... n he left it on my bed... waahhh.. the elation i felt was incredible. so yes. i finally have a flip phone [woohoo!!!] that has everything i want inside. even tho its lacking a camera.. i'm extremely contented. cos now i can flip my phone and give the ultra cool look. [flashback to the matrix part 1 where they used flip phones...] it'll just be so.. cool. hehehehe X))))))))

yay.

praise God for flip phones.

and this post is specially for nigel cos he's already left singapore n he wont be back for a lonngg time.. so yeaps. this post is for him. X))))

cheerios

oh my goodness.

help.

i'm going insane.

well you people must know i live on the 2nd floor. and its the 7th month on the chinese calender. so all those pple from the getai and whuthaveyous have seem to conveniently parked themselves below the block opposite my house.

help.

no amount of music can keep that irritating dialect voice out of my head.

i'm going insane.

especially when i'm trying to do a lit essay for my teacher.. and i have this disgusting voice interrupting my thoughts with his silly outbursts. i think they're having an auction. but still... they shld practise sum constraint..

OH MY GOODNESS CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SHUT HIM UP

i'm going INSANE.

aarrgghh. not in good mood. n i have alot of other hw to do..

and in case you're wondering if i'm pissed and irritated, the answer is YES.

curses u irritating man. i hope you lose your voice.

damn

Randy Newman ft. Lyle Lovett - You've Got a Friend In Me (ost. for Toy Story)

You've got a friend in me.
You've got a friend in me.
When the road looks rough ahead,
And you're miles and miles from your nice warm bed.
You just remember what your ol' pal said.
Boy, you've got a friend in me.
Yeah, you've got a friend in me.

You've got a friend in me.
You've got a friend in me.
You got troubles, and I got 'em too.
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you.
If we stick together we can see it through,
Cause you've got a friend in me.
You got a friend in me.

Some other folks might be a little bit smarter than I am.
Bigger and stronger too.
Maybe, but none of them will ever love you the way I do,
It's me and you, boy.
And as the years go by,
Our friendship will never die.
You gonna see it's our destiny.
You've got a friend in me.

You got a friend in me.
You got a friend in me.

i was dancing with my daddy to this song. it felt like i was in a movie.. we were slow dancing in my room.. wit the music on.. hahaha.. it was so fun.

i just love my daddy. X))))))))))))))))))

good morning fellow marshmellows.

i'm currently in my school computer lab slacking away. had to do some silly survey regarding my english lesson. i was busy making designs on the silly survey form... lol.

so yesterday was really good! had tons of fun helping out with the drinks stall. [i tell u, i'll never wanna eat chendol again...... the mess we saw yesterday while setting up all the chendol... makes me turn green.... but then again, i'm suddenly quite gian for sumthing nice n sweet n cold. lolllll] in the midst of the madness, i really really enjoyed helping out. i figure i thrive in extremely busy conditions. cos yesterday was madness. we sold a few thousand drinks and jelly... and the cafe was so crowded that pple couldnt even move. that was how mad everything was. lol.. and all i can say is it was just so... fun! lol. (sorry. my vocabulary is extremely limited so early in the morning) but i bumped into loads of old friends yesterday[shoutouts to my darling natalie, daniel, pauline.. etc etc. X)))))], and i feel really self fulfilled. it was good.. X))))) makes me can't wait to be able to serve full time.

time. God i need more time.

speaking of time, my exams are coming up...!!! i have to mug real soon.. but there are a ton of great shows coming up that i wanna watch!!!! [the princess diaries 2, a cinderella story, collateral, cat woman, 13 going on 30, the terminal.. just to name a few] admittedly i am into chick flicks nowadays. but who wants something that makes ur brain think when all my brain juices are used to mug? thats my point. and i needa meet up wit a ton of pple.. natalie, veroy, daniel(s)...

God i need more time.

ok, currently gotta go already cos its time for us to leave the lab. have a billion other things to talk abt... ok really gotta un. teacher giving me evil glare LOL.

ps. my ashlee simpson phase is over. i guess it left with my infatuation. thank God.

cheerios dahlings. X)))))))))

its really fulfilling to be serving in God's house.

the feeling's fabulous.

so i willingly woke up at 6 today just to go down to church by 8. was super duper extremely happening. sold chendol n ching tng (or however u spell it..) at the drinks stall in church. it was madness. i tell u.. it was as if a bomb EXPLODED in the level 4 cafe. we sold thousands n thousands of drinks.

thousands.

ok. i am really too tired to blog. but today was really good.

Praise God for everything!

singapore idol is a fluke. i watched it yesterday

dont fancy the judges, they seem to be underqualified. n they seem to competing to see who does the best simon cowell impesonation, although they will never be as rich, or witt as the meanie king of meaness himself.

not to mention the number of people who can't sing.... classic example, lemon tree fellow and banana man. i mean... wassup with that?!?!!?!?!!!! ok. u've had your 15 minutes of fame. enough is enough. spare us singaporeans the torture of having to listen to u repeatedly on tv.

well admittedly i'm biased. cos they were so mean to veroy!! i mean.. veroy is very talented. n they were so mean to him.. they're obviously bad judge of talent.

ok. i'm kind amoping cos i'm dreaming of my unattainable phone. n its not the vertu. but ah well. life's life.

laters

oh yay. i have a new hobby. its also gotta do with the water feature. X)))

rmb my old hobby? quite some time back, i said my old hobby was to pick(and later flick out of the window) slugs of the water feature in my house. well, after some intensive slug picking/flicking.. i'm sad to say that there are zero slugs in my water feature. (altho my mom's happy about it)

so time for a new hobby. which is...... *drumroll*

catching the little guppies that manage to get up to the top of the water feature n putting them into another container.

n before that thot gets into ur head, let me clarify => i'm not insane.

cos the water feature has this fountain thingy which is really quite high so the poor baby guppies will probably die if they drop down and even if they dont die, they'll be eaten by the bigger n much much greedier guppies.

so my catching them and putting them into another container is for a good cause. so that they wont die.

see i just love my guppies. X)))))

oh and another thing, this new hobby will not end cos i'll constantly have guppies reproducing n growing n etc etc. how fun. hehehehehe..

ok i'll go check on my baby guppies now... will talk abt singpaore idol later.

cheerios~~ X))))))))

you say yes, you say no
how the heck am i supposed to know
just what you want
if you keep confusing me.
you say this, you say that
- damn it
stop messing with my head

i tell myself u ain't worth it
not when u treat me this way
then why, tell me why
am i right outside your door?

this is just something i scribled down. think its rubbish, but i needa find a tune first.........

the weirdest thing is my muse is alvin n the chipmunks singing christmas carols. ah well. more when i get some inspiration

just read this on meg cabot's blog. thot it was funny. so put it here.

"you're not a hundred dollar bill. not everyone is going to like you."

she's just fabulous. X)))))

last night was too stoned to blog. one of the reasons why i hate taking medicine.

anyway.

watching fireworks with my chums at the kallang river was so brilliant. we did so much nonsense together.. we even tortured my poor cgl's boyfriend. hahahahaha... okok.. i should post whut happened.. well i had this evil plan of 'bullying' my cgl's new bf. [fyi, his name is david. but since i'm used to calling him bro david, lets just call him bro david together. =)] and we [we = pascale, jasmine, urs truly, and aaron.. well.. of course everyone that was there was sort of included. hahaa] decided to give him a quiz. more specifically, a "how much u love yilin a.k.a sure fail" quiz. and natuarally, he failed. =ppp so he had to use his butt to write "i, david loke, will love chow yilin forever" wahh... tell u ahz.. laugh until pengz.. pascale was rolling on the floor liao.. even yilin wa slaughing.. since he was such a good sport to really write the whole thing with his butt... hahhahaha.. so yea. he's passed our first test... more coming soon. =p watch out for my updates. hahahaha

so overall it was soo brillaint, that i didnt even mind being stuck in this human traffic jam for half an hour. [about the jam, i was thinking of screaming "sars patient here..!!! make way!!!!" i'm sure the red sea would have parted. i mean. everyone, everyone was wearing red. wassup with that man?? thank goodness i wore white. hahaha..]

well ok.. thats about all for national day.

laters. X)))))))))

i'm a walking germ.

who's confused.

and pretty sick.

but more confused than anything else.

can you stop confusing me. just whut do u want?
ah well.
off to kallang to see fireworks. i'm sure its gonna be more beautiful than yesterday's. =)

cheerios

contentment.

its hard to be ontent. humans always want more. especially kids. we really know how to push the limits. [yes. admittedly, i'm a kid] and its amazing to see how kids are so gifted in manipulating their parents into agreeing to their whims and fancies.

for example:

girl wants to go out. she's just spent the whole day out. she wants to go out again.===>
"daddy... i want to go out again tmr..."
"no"
"please daddy.. pretty pretty please... i promise to do all my work before i go... and i'll be good..."
"no"
*shows the classic 'teh' face and whines a bit more*
"please daddy.... i already promised my friends.. and i've already done all [lying] my homework."
"well.. ok... but must come back on time ok....."
"thank u daddy!"
*gives daddy big fat hug*
<===== end

ye. this is whut i call manipulation. clasic example of how a kid is not contented with whut her parents give her.


admittedly i am a master of such things.

but today i realized something. its more fun being contented.

so now i am contented. cos today was a good day.

it was brilliant, in fact. =) altho now i'm sufferring the after effects of going out the whole day (for eg. coughing like mad... worse throat.. etc. etc.), it was worth it.

yay. X))))))))))

my mind thinks of:

you.
ashlee simpson's album.
cellgroup tmr.
you.
why my darn kazaa won't be able to d/l any good quality ashlee simpson songs
you.
how i'm gonna find money to buy ashlee simpson's album.
mean girls.
chocolate.
you.
the cool pink top i saw at roxy.
when my ankle's gonna stop hurting.
why i sound like a guy.
you.
paris.
chad michael murray.
one tree hill.
coldplay.
you.
you.
you.
counting crows.
velvet revolver.
you.
you.
going out with nigel tmr.
watching fireworks on monday.
how come i have asthma all of the sudden.
you.
you.
you.


damn. can't you just get outta my head.

I wake up
Thoughts of you
Tattooed to my mind

more sick.

went to the doc's just now. apparently i have slight asthma and an eye infection.

plus my sorethroat.. cough.. runny nose.. blocked nose.....

sarah ling is one sick girl.

help. help.
the number of pills the doc prescribed me is quite scary. n to think i wanted to go out this long weekend. =(

rest, rest, n more rest.
blah

i tried to go to sleep.

failed. i keep wasking up to cough. besides, my mind's to preoccupied.

so i woke up, went to the kitchen to make myself happy by eating chocolate cake.

but i realized i can't. cos it'll make my throat worse.

how infuriating.

you. its ironic. how i want you out of my head, yet i keep thinking abt you.

i want chocolate.................

sorethroat's getting worse

developing cough

getting an eye infection

none of this matters.

am try to start writing a song. need to get together with someone who can play guitar so i can really fix the melody. but sumhow no inspiration ler.

*sigh*

you.
isn't it obvious? it's written all over my face. n u're still clueless.

ok. super short post before i go and sleep.

i went for rehearsals for tmr's competition. i pray my voice holds up. i so do not want to embarrass myself in front of a thousan over people.

but rehearsals were good, i managed to hit the high notes.

n it was fun. =)

so nothing much new, am going to go visit egan tmr morning. am going to surprise him. the poor fellow has some stomach virus. poor thing lah he.

ok. shall go sleep now.

decisions decisions. what to wear tmr..???? so may choices so little time. decisions decisions.

ok. i'm in a much better mood. have been blasting ashlee simpson.

i really want her album.


still feeling kinda sick. n tmr there's a test. dont feel like going to schl ler. yea i know. i am so naughty.

just feel like flubber. without the bounce.

flubber. flubbi. flubbering. flubberish. flubee. flub.

ok i am insane. n i like ashlee simpson. she's brilliant. X)))))

it's official:

i am a fan of Ashlee Simpson. she is much better than i thought.. just finished listening to her album and all i can say is....

i want her album!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i am definitely going to catch her when she comes down to singapore on 15 August.

Ashlee Simpson is brilliant. X)))))))))))



Ashlee Simpson - Love Makes The World Go Round

Here, here I am again
And I'm starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing old and I've become
This empty page

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round

My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round

It's not the love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you're 'posed to treat me
I'd rather walk away

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promsises are better left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm one whos crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
You say love makes the world go 'round

Everytime you try to tell me
I dont care you're not the only
Don't you know I'm coming back around
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round

****sick post****

i'm sick. more sick than yesterday.

feel terrible. its as if a bag of hay whacked me repeatedly on the head. so now i've got a headache, my throat feels weird, and my nose is worse than a tap.

my mucus has turned green. if my nose isn't filled with green gunk, it's blocked so i have to breathe through my mouth. oh ya, and when i blow my nose, my ears start popping and then i can't hear properly after that.

my sorethroat's gotten worse. my throat feels all scratchy and it actually hurts. how to sing on friday?!?!?!?!!!!

oh gosh.

help.

Psalms 30:2
"O LORD my God, I called to you for help and you healed me."

I have horrible flu, but super duper power God.

guess who wins?

ok.. this is the other side... purple right??? can u imagine how it was like on thursday.. considering alot of purple has subsided.. lol...

ok ya so this pic is rather blurry.. but it's still a pic of my foot from one side.. and its definitely less purple than it was on thursday.. ya.. in fact, i just took this yesterday. hahaha

i still havent figured out what that thing is called. but u heat it up and it becomes this semi hard jellyishy thing thats nice and squishy... hehe.. X))))) the only problem is that it smells weird. too plasticky for me. and it doesnt really work when i place it on throbbing foot.

n yes. my foot still hurts. it's almost been a week, and it still hurts. i stopped walking, i hobble. n today i tried to ren n start walking.. n i actually manage to walk properly while on the way home.... n now its aching like mad. i try to rub it nicely, then it hurts even more.

oh God, please help.

n well today i came back to school and was greeted by an enormous pile of homework. i think a 4 yr old kid would have drowned in my pile of homework.

in no mood to type. mebbe another day

i think my flu is really serious. it must be, considering how i actually find ashlee simpson quite nice. i mean.. her voice is not bad.. n the songs are actually quite addictive... i'm actually thinking of going to see her perform on august 14th [i think]. she's coming down to the youth park to hold a free performance...

oh gosh. what is happening to me.

but seriously speaking.. her album is quite nice ler... not so poppish as i thought... considering she is bimbo queen jessica simpson's sister....... its amazing she knows what tuna chicken is [if u guys dont get it, go watch newlyweds.]

anyway, enough about bimbo queens and their sisters.

so today my daddy could be dicharged from the hospital... PTL!!! doc. said he was doing very well, could be discharged to come home. so he is feeling much much better. just have to be careful around his wound.. so Praise God!! my daddy's much better!!! and we bought him this squishy green thing that u can press a button n then it goes all hot n hard n its realy cool.....

ok. mom screaming at me to get off the comp. i think i'll suffer terrible fate if i dont. i'll explain tmr.

laters