HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHARLENEY!!!!!

wow. u're 17 already!!! *excited* - people reading this post, if u ever wondered where i got my loonyness and zanyness n wokyness from, now u know - i got it from CHARLENEY. haha. -
i can't believe that u're already 17... pretty soon, i'll be 17, and u'll be 19.. n then u'll be 20... n then u'll get married.. n then u'll have kids..... and then grandkids.. n we'll still be bestest buds when we're old n grey....
ok i digress. hee.

well, of course i remember all our nonsensical times together. from how we tortured gabey [honestly, salt in ribena is the most classic.. but can u rmb how wed sing the veggie tales song to scare him?? "you were lying in your bed... you were feeling kinda sleepy...." LOL], to when we just hid in the car during sunday school, and all the slumber parties [can u remeber the time we stuffed pillows in your bed to pretend it was me.. bwahahahahahaha], and going to ur house to play all those silly games [who on earth came up with those silly names like Blind.Man's.Buff and Pepsi Cola??? please don't tell me it was us. hahahaha].. n even going for elim church camp n rooming together!!! man that was awesome. i just adored waking up late n then the both of us trying to blend in with the crowd that was going for breakfast.. lol.

girl, it was superb tremendous fun hanging out with u. can u believe i was actually terrified of u when i first met u? [ok lah, more terrified of ur sis than u.. but still terrified of u all the same. hahaha.] n then we grew to be inseperable in church. remeber when we couldnt stand that teacher veronica-wats-her-name and we'd hide in ur dad's car just talking?? hahahaha.. n who can forget the times we spent complaining about our siblings, ur sister n her claims to be 'just friends' with WJ, my bro n the girlfren... aaahhh!! there are really a TON of things. it'd take me forever to list everything out. n anyway i wouldnt want to, cos i'd rather keep all our memories in my head n in my heart. even when i become a grandma, i'll still teach my grandkids the 2 most important rules of life:

1. fighting fish fight.
2. toilet bowls can't die.

wahahahahahahahahahaha... babe, i'll treasure all our times spent together always. u're one of my bestest buds, and even if we don't talk all the time, girl, we're there for each other yea! we're gonna be buds for life. X))

have a great amazing 17th, with all the mushrooms in the world!!!

love ya tons,

SARAH, 15 yrs and 1 day young. =D

I'M BACCCKKK!!!!

did u miss me?

of course u did. cos i'm so missable. wahahahaha.. X))

so yeaps i got back last night ....

-wait. before i continue anything, i must sing myself a birthday song. [yes i'm such a narcissist right now, but u are the blodger reading my blog, so bear with it. hee]

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to meeeeeee
happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!

hee. ok continuing my post -

hmm i shall tell u abt bangkok first. bangkok was super super uber ultra fun. =D all we did was shop shop shop shop shop and oh wait, i forgot something - shop. hahaha. it was the most tiring holiday i've ever been to and it gave new meaning to the phrase 'shop till u drop'. cos thats whut we did. the pple were kinda blur, had to enunciate very clearly to get whutever we wanted. must add alot of hand gestures too. and the bargaining was so amazing.. i just love it. hee. the thrill of being to cut prices is just... super shiok. hahaha.. so i bought a whole ton of stuff.. lemme go thru my inventory -

-13 Abercormbie & Fitch tops
-4 pairs of jeans
-1 pair of suede pants
-1 mini skirt
-1 Dior waller
-1 Emily the Strange bag
-1 pair of Chanel shades
-2 bikinis
-2 pair of flipflops
-15 pairs of socks
-2 belts
-a whole ton of christmas prezzies [yes i did finish my christmas shopping. i think i'm one of those rare pple who actually finish their christmas shopping b4 december. hee. =D]

shiok right?? hahaha.. i just loved the shopping. except for the fact that the wholesale market n the weekend market was soooo messy. it was HUGE n so confusing. it was like this giant maze n once u're inside u lose all sense of direction. n we couldnt try the whole 'divide n conquer style' [we= mommy, jie, n moi] cos we'd get seperated n it'd be uber hard to find one another. it was sooo messy, its like... there's this whole row selling t-shirts, n then u suddenly see one shop selling plates n tupperware.. or sumthing funny like that. or that'd be this food stall among all the clothes shops. oh speaking of food, the food was superb. altho i dont eat spicy food, we went to this german brewery to have pork knuckles n german sausages. yum yum. =D n then we found this yummy wonton stall in the weekend market. super uber shiok to have a nice bowl of wonton. =D so, the shopping was great, the food was great... oh! the massages we had were superb!!!!! totally amazing.. it was so relaxing, and our poor feet definitely needed all those massages after all those long hours of shopping. n i even was brave enough to try a traditional thai massage. it wasnt as painful as i expected. it was quite comfortable actually. hee.

the only down side of our trip was the fact that our return flight to singapore was 3 hrs delayed and we were stuck in the miserable airport. the only good thing abt the airport was that it had a massage centre so we went there for a nice massage, again. hahaha.. so i reached singapore at abt 1035.. n by the time we got our baggage n everything, it was already 11.20. was tired, but extremely contented.

the best part abt getting home was seeing snowy for the very first time!!!! ahhh.. he's so uber cute... he's a mr nua. such a lazy fellow, but so cute.. hee. =D n then my birthday came, so now i'm finally 15. oooo. that sounds nice.

finally 15. lol.

ok am kinda tired this has been such a long post, actually have more to post but my bro is chasing me out of his room n i'm lazy to save this as a draft. so yeaps. i've had a great birthday, special thanks to:

lene: hey babe best bud, i love the cake. after two [or maybe more] extremely long weeks of waiting, i finally got ot taste my cake today. so very happy. hahaha..

sin ma: for being so nice n hanging out with me today, and even watching a chick flick with me. u're qualified to be under my 'girlfriends' list. lol.

raymond: haha once again congrats bro! thanks for talking to me last night even tho u were so sleepy.

n all those who smsed me n whut not, thanks a bil. i've actually saved all ur smses. hee.

okok.. really gtg, bro is dragging my chair out of his room...

cheerios!

bugga boo! i just love the song. lol. oh speaking of DC [it's Destiny's Child to you ignoramus out there. yes you - the one who was wonderng whut DC was], i just adore Soldier!! hahaha.. its a really feel good album, so if u wanna hear some nice tracks, go check out their new album, Destiny Fulfilled. it's yummy. X)

well, i'm gonna be leaving in half an hr, and i won't be able to blog for 3 looongg days. =( oh well, i'll have shopping [n more shopping] to comfort me. hahaha.. so this is a goodbye post.

oh wait, it's not goodbye. it's see-you-in-4-days post. lol.

so yeaps, here's the end of the see-you-in-4-days post cos i wanna go play metal slug!!! bwahahahahaha...

=p

cheerios peeps!

of frog legs and ps2s

ooo. one of those rare times my post actually has a title. hee. X)) well i just got home not long, after a yummy yummy supper that consisted mainly of frogs and deer meat. it was so yummy!!! at this place called Sin Ma Seafood Restaurant [or sumthing like that.. hahaha] in geylang. i wanted to burst out laughing when i saw the name, thankfully i didn't, if not everyone [everyone = bro, sis, the two future-in-laws, bro's girlfriend's sister, my couzzie n bomberman. lol] would've thought i'd gone wonks. lol. so yea we trudged to the restaurant after Bible Seminar and i was kinda skeptical about eating different frog parts... [esp after watching that documentary abt the frogs done by lesi n company earlier this yr... in fact i was so tramatized i even blogged abt it.] but my sis was telling us how ab fab the food was, so i tried some.. n it actually tastes good! hahaha.. was so soft n tender. yum yum yum.

so yeaps now the guys are at my house cos my bro's back n he brought his ps2 back with him, so now all the guys have flocked to my hs to play ps2. it's like my house has become a gaming centre. ohmygoodness this will be going on for over a month. dots. guys are so obsessed with gaming.


ok flashback about whut happened today. i hung out with raymond to catch the incredibles, and even tho it was kinda draggy at the first part, it was soo cool, n i simply adore jackjack! hahaha.. cool flick, so go catch it if u havent.

okok this is one really short post cos i am getting distracted cos of all the silly guys who are playing this scary game that has ghosts n stuff n u guys know how uncomfortable i am with horror flicks so yea it is really affecting my concentration with all the scary sound effects so i'm going off to bed now. more updates on the ps2 n frog legs n the incredibles tmr.

the music is sending shivers down my spine. eeeeeks.

ok laters.

my bro is gonna be back by 7.00 a.m LATER!!!!!!!! yayyy!!!!! *excited* hee. X) after 5 mnths of not seeing him... i'm gonna see him in a few hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahaha, i do hope he's bought whut i've asked him to. hee. =)

n the fact that he's coming back mean snowie is coming back!!!!!! wooohoooo!!! am excited, excited, excited. to ahve this lil fur ball running all over my house. hahahahahahaa..

*flashes pearly whites*

oh man!!! i'm excited! n then i'm going to bangkok to shop shop.. wahahahaa. *more excited*

too excited to even blog properly. lol.

*excited*excited*excited*

*still excited* bwahahaha. =p

cheerios. X)

bugga boo! [dunnoe y, but that DC song has been playing in my head. can't seem to find a song to replace it] i think both words joined together r very nice. bugga boo. bugga boo. bugga boo. lol.

anyway.

today is such a fab day!!! hahaha.. u know why?? cos my sweet sweet cgms celebrated my birthday!! X))) and it was a total surprise. i thought they'd leave it to when i'd come back from bangkok.. but no. not that i'm complaining tho. i'm quite pleased. =D it was so funny, cos i was giving BS to hui juan n liting in my room [ok lemme digress here. i was so, so pleased when lin asked if cg could be held at my house. i mean, no more waking up earlier to travel out of the house! how brilliant is that. it doesnt mean i'm lazy cos i'd travel out if i had to. but i didn't. so... wahh.. can sleep more! hee] and pas n company said they were going out to buy lunch back to my house.. so i innocently walked out of my room when i was ambushed with this blue snow in can thingy..!! lol. they thought that it was the string thingy that they have at parties, btu apparently our dearest president of the blur queen club hui juan bought the wrong thing. so, i had a blue face, and a blue t shirt.. n blue hair, n blue everything. lol. but well it was really fun cos i managed to spray everyone else. hahahaha. i even made a smiley face on my dearest gene's head. bwahahaha. was super cute. =p so yea, we had tons of fun, n they bought me the max lucado book i've been eying. so now i have the whole collection of the 'chronicles of the cross'. YAY! but they r smart lah.. buy the cg librarian book. lol.

plus, today is my daddy's birthday!!!!!!!!! my super duper uber wonderful amazing brilliant, most hansomest awesomest funniest coolest nicest sweetest bestesty bestest daddy turned 49 today! and he looks so good, he looks awesome man. =D i am so thankful for my daddy [this yr more than any other yr]. he so deserves the dad of the EON award. X) after all we've been thru as a family this yr [and past yrs] my daddy never fails to amaze me. his love for me is so... wow. i still rmb, when i was in sec 1, i wrote n essay on the person i admire most, n guess who it was on? haha. n i still rmb i scored the highest for that essay!! my teacher was so impressed. hee. n when i showed it to my daddy... wah he was so pleased. lol. ok i digress. but ya he is just so.. awesome. i don't even think awesome is a good enough word for my daddy. he.. how do i start describing my daddy? haha.. in many ways i'm just like him. i've got his temper, his messyness, n [i hope] his wit, his great fashion sense, his style.. n well a ton more other things. haha. n after all the shit i do, all the rubbish i can produce, n no matter how screwed up i get, he welcomes me with open arms. his shoulder is the most comfortable place to sleep, n being in his arms makes me happy. =) daddy, thank u for loving me. i love you loads loads loads. i am proud to be a daddy's girl.

hmmm, all this speaking about daddies just made me think of my even more awesome daddy, my savior. if my earthly daddy is this awesome, he is a trillion [actually its more than trillion, btu whut cmoes after trillion?] times better. cos he saved me. his love for me is so overwhelming, thank you Daddy, for blessing me n giving me such a wonderful daddy. X))

ok, i'm off to spend time with my daddy now. hee.

cheerios! =D

its been a good coupla days. =D so lemme list out the wonderful things that happened

- i went to kBox for the very first time!!!! hahahahaha.. and i'm proud to say that i wasn't claustrophobic and i had tons of fun. *flashes pearly whites* wei zhong had managed to convince me to actually go kbox with him n nat, and well i usually don't support karaoke singing sessions. [i think its weird - WEIRD - to be singing to a telly in a small room. n i feel kinda uptight about being in such a small room. so yes i have not wanted to go kbox for very valid reasons.] but yea i went on friday after my lit lessons [tell u abt my lit lessons later] to tampines kbox and it was a BLAST. =D sang a loonng list of silly songs. my all time fave? ah niu's "dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai". lol

- i found a very nice jigsaw for only $6!!!!!! have been very into jigsaws of late. and its of this 2 adorable lil kids [who look like they came out of precious moments] kissing. so sweet! hahahha.. 1000 pieces, i can slowly take my time to enjoy doing it. YAY!

and the mosttt bestesty bestest news is.....

i'm going to bangkok!!!!!!!!! for four whole days!!!!!!!!!! to shop!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!!!! [i have nv seen myself put so many exclamation marks lol] i'll be leaving on wednesday night, and i'll only be back on sunday night. which means.... i'll have tons of time to shop for all the stuff i want. n well, most of my christmas prezzie shopping will be done there. so, if u're wondering where i going to get ur christmas prezzie, i'm telling u now. hee.

=D

isn't all this reason to celebrate? haha. my daddy's birthday is tomorrow, and mine is on the following monday. hee. X)) ok, i'm off to go for the dinner party we're having for my daddy later.

cheerios!

this post is just to tell you, that person who adores my blog soo much, that...

you have to check gwen stefani's new album out!!!!!!! it's called Love.Angel.Music.Baby. [just like her LeSportSac brand name] and you just have to. cos it's amazing. and she's amazing. and it's on The Leak at mtv.com. it's coming out on Nov 23rd, so if you havent got me anything for my birthday n u don't know whut to get, please consider this. =D

cheers. X)

celebration by the bay was more or less a success. =D my members and i had tons of fun, trying to spend all our tickets.. it was pretty fun. playing fooseball and gladiator with my dearest lin [who happened to nearly faint.. gave me such a huge scare] n my members. it was good, u know? simply hanging out together n bonding. we were.. fellowshipping. it wasn't as if we had to say much, but just enjoying each other's company, and having fun together was awesome. especially when we were playing fooseball! it was so ultra super uber funny! hahaha.. i felt like one those plastic men stuck on a fooseboard.. running after [or at least trying to] that silly soccer ball. its the first time i actually enjoyed being in a game of soccer. lol.

i'll miss them alot when we multiply. can't believe another yr has passed and we're gonna multiply, again. can u believe it? time just *whoosh* flies by. it seemed like last month that sharon was still a pcgl in e279 n we were all squeezing in my hs. and soon, we'll further multiple, from one youth cg in sis jo's zone, there's now 2. there are gonna be 4 by jan next yr.. n in another yr's time, there'll be 8.. wow, it's almost amoeba like. lol. n by then, me n pas will prob be pcgls.. wow!! so fast!?!!! dots..... ok. i digress. lol

the celebration by the bay was good..! went for yesterday's and today's service, and it was good stuff!! not the best i've been to, but good. esp today's svc. todays svc was good. =) we had the usual, performance by dancers, but we had the whole parade of the nations.. n that was amazing! always moves me to tears, that one. when allison n mark were singing 'crossing over'.. waahh!! solid sia!!! but it was mroe than the emotions that i felt, but more imptly was the passion inside me that really wants to reach the lost. i am gonna make a difference in my generation... amen!!! hee. X)))

apart from an awesome service, there was the usual stressing over q-ing up n booking seats. its weird, but i enjoy booking seats. all the stressful moments.. i actually enjoy it. it's fun. altho i must have said the phrase "sorry sister/brother, but i've already booked these seats for my members/friends." and "usher, can u just spare me 5 minutes? my member is coming down now.." about a zillion times. but it was all good. lol.

well, i'm pretty shacked out right now. n nat's coming over to taun cos its her birthday tmr!!! so yes, we're gonna have a good healthy dosage of chick flicks n rubbish food. =D am pretty excited.. hee..!

so this post is for my babe Nat n my wormie Nigel cos its there bithdays tmr..!!!

here's a birthday song for them, sung in true CHC fashion. hee.=>

happy birthday to youuuu
happy birthday to youuuu
happy birthdayyyyyyyy nat n nigel!!!
*screams*
happy birthday to yooouuu!!!!

hee. i'm out. cheers!

i think i've lost you. even though you're so near, i think i've lost you. it felt so uncomfortable just communicating with you. so different and weird.

am i trying too hard? cos i think i am.. and i really don't want to. you don't seem to care, you don't seem to be bothered. the worst part is, you don't even seem to miss me, its like, you didnt even notice i was gone. am i really that insignificant? i thought i meant more? it's obviously not the case, cos from whut i see, u just cbb. am i reading the wrong signals? impossible. u are so nonchalant, i wonder why i even care. what do you want? do you want me to leave you alone? why can't you at least have a proper conversation with me?

my worst fear is, whut if nuthing changes? whut if this is how we're gonna be.. forever. that's the last thing i want. cos it just makes me so... hai.

my heart hurts. i'm driving myself insane. trying to figure out what u want. its so silly, isn't it? i feel so female, so pathetic. being the girl who pines. i hate pining. i think its stupid. n yes i'm the one pining.

i should just stop bothering.

yea, that's whut i'll do - stop caring.

yayyy!!! finally my holidays are coming. *flashes pearly whites*

i cannot believe that after two looonnnggg weeks of extra school, TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAYYY!!!! i can finally finish the chapter of my sec 3 school life. add the fullstop, and start on a new page.. woohoo!!! it's not that i'm excited to enter sec 4 life, but after 4 looonngg years, we'll finally be the oldest in the school. n it'll wonderful to be able to torture the sec 1 lil kiddies... *claps hands twistedly* hee.

ok have to go offline, i still have the last day of schl tmr.. getting back my report book and all. [i am sooo thankful my parents dont have to see ms sharmi. soooo sooo thankful. when she said that half the class would have to see her, i was soo freaked. u cannot imagine the amount of relief i felt when i realized i was spared from the horrendous 'meet-the-parent' session.] plus there's the final talk by yue, am also sooo glad he's finally leaving the school!!! all i can say is, goodbye good riddance. altho the paranoid part of me thinks that there could be sum1 worse than him. on second thought, who can ever be worse than yue-sless? the only person i can think of that falls under that list is osama. or sum crazy terrorist. lol.

oh speaking of terrorists, arafat is finally dead! ok yes i know i sound mean n everything, but i can't find any sympathy within myself for the man who made it his life goal to drive the israelis out of israel. besides, he's already 75, n he was already so sick.. the only person i sympathize for is his 12 yr old kid. poor girl is now fatherless.. she must have a pretty screwed up life, to have a dad who is old enough to be her grandpa...

ok i'm starting to rant cos all i can think of is my HOLIDAY and the carnival thats happening this weekend outside the SIS, and also my going-to-be pink hair. =D

guys - the carnival this weekend is gonna be AB FAB! be there, or be square.

cheers. X))

suddenly miss him alot, again.

it is ok to miss someone, right? i mean, how do u stop urself from missing someone? i tell myself to stop thinking of him. to focus on whatever i'm doing and just ignore that feeling in my stomach. so i do manage to do that, and for awhile, i actually get on with doing my own thing. but after all my business and after all the hustle and bustle and when i get some time to rest and not be so busy, i think of him again. he's like this bug that's been implanted into the back of my brain that i just can't seem to get rid off. so i finally admit to myself that i do miss the guy. but the analytical n practical part of me goes, 'sarah ling. stop being so silly. u're not in some kinda movie. stop missing him. the guy's busy. he's too occupied with his own thing. just leave him alone. when everything's done, he'll be back." and i know that i haven't lost him, that he's still there, it's just that during this period of time, he's just more busy...

but deep down, i'm scared. scared that this will change everything. afraid of whut will happen in the future. whut if we're never back to whut we used to be? whut if it all stays like that... so cold n distant.

there's been a million - no, make that trillion - times that i've dialed his number on my phone, only to hang up after a ring. i want to tell him a ton of stuff that's happened over the pass month.. to tell him everything.. how upset i've been about certain things, how i'm excited about other things... but then i just hang up. i guess i'm afaraid that i wont know whut to say, that what used to be so comfortable n easy will become forced n strained. what if we sound awkward on the phone? what if he doesn't even realize i havent been in life as much? whut if he hasn't even noticed i'm gone?? whut if he doesn't care?? what if, what if, what if. so many what ifs. sarah ling is going insane.

ok, that's enough talk abt him. onto other things.



see, that's the problem. i can't go onto other things when my brain is thinking of him. yea yea, whutever.

i'm out

had amazing sleep last night. it felt like i only had slept for 5 minutes when daddy tried to wake me up at 6.30 to get ready for school.. when it was actually abt 9 hrs. lol. i think he saw how truly tired i was, and decided to let me continue sleeping. so i woke up at about 12, which was brilliant. =)

had a funny dream last night, tho. dreamt that i was out with him. we were walking at some shopping centre, doing all the stuff we usually do when we hang out. and suddenly we were at some bus interchange, when he just took my hand and held it. and we continued walking... n we sumhow ended up looking at stars at dunnoe where, cant rmb. but what was most vivd was how he held my hand.. i mean.. i felt so secure, so comfortable... and well i forgot the rest of the dream cos i usually don't rmb dreams, but yes. last night was.... dunnoe how to explain lah. haha


anyway camp was alright. on saturday night we went to this place called Shatec to have this 'fine dining experience'. was kinda boring, if u ask me. what our class instructor taught us wad basically what i already knew. which is: if u're in a real posh place and u have soo many different types of cutlery, just work from outside in. n ur dessert cutlery will be in front of ur plate, not beside it. thats basically all u need to know.

so we went back to schl, had some pep talk abt sunday, created a cheer, and was basically asked to go sleep by 1. i ended up sleeping at 4, becos its impossible to sleep on the hard hard floor of a dirty classroom with sumone snoring really loudly n the fan right above u so u're freezing to death. [n i am seriously not kidding abt this. it was soo cold n uncomfortable.] but it was fun, cos i was chatting with hwee min for a super looonngg time, and ya after that we woke up at 5. i went to bathe at 5.15 in the morning.. water woke me up.


ah well, all the stuff was pretty boring actually, but i made myself try to feel excited and enthusiastic about it. it kinda worked, in a sense.. my facilitators were rather boring. a cop and an overaged aunty who was in our camp. she was like the naggy mother talking 24/7. maybe it was the fact that she wasnt exciting n remotely good looking that turned me off. or whatever.

so yea that was camp. i came back home with squishy shoes, stinky saliva filled shorts, great chat n sms sessions with my friends, and a greater love for my bed n my comforter.

hee

-i'm out.

yay. just got back from the camp. am too tired to post the details. n don't think a 2 day camp is not tiring. it is when u only have an hour's worth of sleep.

my view on the camp? it was alright. did i enjoy it? not really. did i dislike it? no, i was pretty neutral. i wasn't the antisocial nut i was planning to be. the only thing i really enjoyed was probably my chat with hwee min on saturday night [or is it sunday morning? hah.] and being able to crap with sherry. other than that...

it was ok. hah.

this is one nonsensical post and i know it but i don't care. i'm posting becos i miss my blog too much. i'll prob go to bed now. lol.

i'm out-

ok yes i know this post's late.. but better late then never right? so here goes...


BUSH WON!!!!! YAYYY!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!

lol. but ya i found out at abt 6++ this morning, just that i couldnt blog abt it then.. so yups. i'm here now, eyes half closed, trying to come up with some silly news feature i need for our fashion newspaper tmr. just reached hm not long actually, went all the way to yew tee for make up cell.. so now i'm half dead.

ok i better go do my feature, if not ms chan will slaughter me. i so don't wanna end up like those turkeys in KOTC. lol

-i'm out

OH YAYYY!!!!!

am happy happy happy cos...

1. Bush is leading!!!!!!! [YES i am a supporter of bush ok. all u kerry supporters out there PLEASE stop bugging me abt it. i support bush, u support kerry. lets just end it there. the last thing i want is to have another BIG discussion on why i support bush. so yes. LEAVE ME ALONE. lol] altho there's the state of Ohio n the whole will take 11 days to count thing.. but still, he's leading! yayyy!!!

2. Nigel believes in the Big Guy!!!! well, he might not believe in Jesus yet, but i bet it's just a matter of time. besides, its always one step at a time right? at least he's walking in the right direction.. so, praise God!

ok the rest of my news ain't so good, cos today i got my phone confiscated. major, MAJOR bleargh. i was so upset, cos it wasn't technically my fault. technically. haha. cos my phone rang in class cos chui laam n xue jun smsed me..! n my phone WAS in silent mode. [the keyword here is 'was'] until it rang during chemistry lesson. i nearly died. i couldnt even believe it was happening. and during lesson i was feeling sooo lost. without being able to flip my phone... it was...

traumatizing. my fingers felt lonely. my pocket felt too light. i couldn't even keep track of time.

lol. ok lah i'm exxagerating, but seriously, i was pretty upset. cos i have no idea how silly phone just changed to normal mode. how it ever get out of silent mode will forever be a mystery to me. but yea, miss tan confiscated it, and the BEST part is, after she had confiscated it and continued teaching, it rang AGAIN. i really wanted to pengz. [how to explain pengz? haha.. dunno how to say ler.. its like.. the verb for whut u do when u're pek chek. n i also dunnoe how to explain pek chek as well. aiyah, if u know whut it means, then good for u. if you don't then too bad. lol] i mean.. as if once wasn't bad enough, it had to happen 3 times. so yea, miss tan confiscated it.

the good news is, she's returning it to me tomorrow! haha! which makes me quite happy considering i got off the hook with such a light punishment. hee. X) compared to what she did to weng seng, i'm so relieved.

oh! i just realized sumthing! i have gotten my phone confiscated for the last 3 years and i always get it confiscated during the last two weeks of school! hahaha.. its so qiao.. still rmb when i was in sec 1, my phone rang in my art exam. was quite funny, actually. but ms low confiscated it for 2 weeks. then in sec 2, it was during one of the lessons that mrs indra or sumone caught me using my phone and she confiscated it.. but only for a coupla days. n this yr, ms tan confiscated it.. hahaha.. quite funny right? lol.

it's amazing how we humans are so dependant on our handphones. and on the whole, technology. like, the internet.. etc. esp. for youth like me. [ok, youth is a nice word. we're like the teens and the tweens n the post teens.. age gap btw 11 - 21] i mean, we're so obsessed with our phones, with the internet. i am obviously no exception.. but it just shows how much we desire to be connected to our peers. its like the nokia ad, 'connecting people'. n i guess that's why we 'need' our phones n the internet soo much. cos it connects us to other pple. n it's more or less instant connection. n pple my age - i've come to realise - feel the need to be constantly connected to others. they [or should i say 'we'?] can't stand the thought of being alone with absolutely no connection with anyone.

so ya, thats about my good news and my phone. hee. X)

i'm having a camp this weekend, i am honestly NOT looking forward to it. u can call me anti social or what not, but i seriously don't think its fun spending over 24 hrs with my school mates. learning about fine dining is NOT my idea of spending a wonderful saturday night. plus i'll have to miss my own cg... so... yea. oh well, when it comes it comes. if i really dread it so much, i'll prob conjure sum illness up on friday night.

ok my OTH ep. 7 just finished d/l-ing! yay!! ok i'm off to watch it now. =D

cheerios!

p.s. i adore travis. dunnoe why i'm suddenly into all the emo rock/whutever u wanna call it. hahaha

got alotta posts today huh. but well i feel inspired, sort of.

whats the feeling before being inspired? u know.. where u know u're gonna get something but the few moments before ur inspiration comes.. dunnoe if u guys face such things, but i sure do. well mebbe its not exactly inspiration, cos u've already been inspired, but u forget whut u were inspired about.. so u just hang around [hang around where? dont ask me. ask urself. haha] hoping to rmb whut u were so inspired abt just moments ago...

or something like that. lol. so yea i feel like that now, it feels super weird.. cos i know i have sumthing i wanna write about, but i cant rmb what. lol.


so anyway my music tastes have lately been rather weird. weirder than usual. so what have i been blasting on my comp over the past few days?

- jay-z => the black album, the blueprint
- john mayer => inside wants out
- incubus => a crow left to the murder, make yourself
- sean paul
- stevie ray
- diana krall, renee olstead
- travis

yea i know it's such a weird mix. esp the whole jay-z with diana krall part. lol. i dunnoe wassup with the john mayer thing, but i got the mood for it i guess.. he's so lovey dovey... it's like.. the feeling u get after listening to his music is similar to that after watching a nice romantic flick [classic example? you've got mail.] yea.. that kind of feeling. n then for about 5 seconds i wonder if i'll ever get attached in the future. do u ever get such a feeling? or am i the only one? its like.. for a few seconds u have the whole dreamy wistful 'my prince got lost n he's too stubborn to ask for directions' kinda mood.. u know? aiyah. dunnoe how to explain lah. lol..

i think love is a funny thing. not the whole agape love like the kind btw me n my maker thing, but love btw humans. everybody has so many different notions n ways of expressing their love/affection for each other. be it btw friends, two lovers.. its just weird, aint it? how humans are just so.. i won't call it flawed [even tho it sorta is] becos its not intentional and and...

aahh, i'm getting confused with my own thoughts. n i'm too lazy to read whut i've written.. so, i'll just leave it as that until a next time. lol. n i still can't seem to find my inspiration yet.


ok i'll just leave this as this cos.. i'm uninspired. oh btw, whut do u think of the bags i posted? which do u think is nicer? the hella hobo or the backstage bag? i'm trying to decide which i like more, [not that ur decision will sway me in anyway. =p] so yea comments will be interesting to see. just leave me a tag ya.

oh p.s i adore that kitty. simply adore it. she reminds me of.... me! rofl .
well yea enough crapping.

-i'm out. X)

ok i've been having a fun time posting up pics of my darling kitty and of a few l.a.m.b bags. couldnt find any pic of a girl licking chocolate..... i'll try to find it by next yr's chocolate day. =p

yesterday was fun. ate fondue and pulled caps. fruitful? nah. fun? most definitely. X)

this is the hella hobo from the fall/winter collection. which do u think is nicer, this...

or this?

this is the spring/summer hella hobo that's sold out. =(

was bored so decided to post my adorable kitty here. if i ever get a cat in my life, it's gotta look like this. cos this kitty here has got the 'you-better-not-mess-with-me-or-else' look [otherwise known as grumpy of bitch look] that i simply adore cos yes, i feel like that sometimes [doesn't everyone?]. i just love this kitty. X))