am totally in love with F.I.R Wu Xian album. esp. the song LOVE*3. dunnoe why leh. but man its awesome!!! hahaha.. reminds me of a theme song of some jap. drama.. i have no idea. maybe i'm totally off track lah. but thats what it reminds me of. =D

speaking of theme songs.. one guy from american idol sang the OTH theme song. not bad lah.. altho i have no idea how a rocker can join american idol. i mena.. it goes against ALL rocker ethics.. doesnt it? i mean.. AI is just so.. POP. [ altho i must confess i am a fan of kelly clarkson. but kelly clarkson only. clay is such an.. aunty sha shou. reuben is.. eeeeks. trying to hard to be RnB. most unfortunately he cant even pull of blingbling. n fantasia.... the new donald duck. n.. errrmm.. diana wats-her-name? lol. ok i digress.] how can a rocker be willing to go on such a show? i mean even tho its for fame.. and how can a rocker not have a band?!?! bo bice seems to be bandless. n oh speaking of rockers and their bands, constantine is such a.. -.- i have no words to describe him.. he ditched his band for AI?? that truly goes against all rocker ethics.. how can one ditch his/her band to be on AI?! even tho its for a shot at fame and fortune. it is just. wrong. but ok bakc to the whole rocker being on AI thing.. how can a rocker sing pop songs?? its so.. goes against everything rock music stands for. i mean.. the reason i dont like pop music is cos its overcommericialized. but am i being a music snob? for not accepting different types of genres? dont think so leh. i just dislike pple like avril lavigne who claim to be rockers but are just imposters. bleah. such an insult to rock music!!!

why did i start tlaking about rock music in the firts place? oh yes. fir. i'm in love with them. lol. am determined to listen to more chinese music. its pretty nice. even if half th eitme i have no idea wad they're singing. good exposure for me i think.. gosh. i miss singing!! need ot get bakc into the whole music thing again. but recently.. it jsut seems as if i have NO time..!!! i really need more hours in a day. so many things i want to, but always insufficient time. or maybe i have horrible time management. but no leh.. i seriously think i have insufficient time in a day....

oh gosh.

stupid blogger hates me! have been trying to post my blogs up for the past coupla days to no avail... grrr.. hopefully this gets up. X)

been a long week.. everyday is a busy day.. i dont even have time to blog!!! bleah. mid yrs are starting next week.. all i want to do is get it over and done with. hate the bloody exams.

argh. utterly no mood. hate blogging for the sake of blogging.

word power cant join with my cg liao. how utterly HORRIFYING. i shld be positive abt it right? ya.. but really a bit disappointed lah. so silly.

gah forget it. not in the best of moods now. bleah

i'm hooked on the Friends Ultimate Soundtrack. especially on the song by Semisonic called Closing Time.
"every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end." interesting sentence aye? ya i somehow thought it was.. poignant? can think another word for it lah.

am still very much addicted to using my brand new laptop. the feeling of pressing all these lovely flat buttons is really good. ya i know its a cheap thrill.. but still. v fun lah! hahaha.. i finally went to school today. was a relatively boring day.. altho i think i seriously need E n A Madz tuition. cos i honestly dont get anything sharmila is saying! its like she's talking german... n the best part is she thinks i'm always paying attention. if we carry on like this, i'm going to end up flunking my math O levels. which will be mortifying. :S

speaking of the looming Os.. my chinese O level paper is drawing ever closer!!! pengs. cant believe my paper is on 30 May. its like i dont have enough time to study. i was thinking.. i'm gonna concentrate on my Chinese Os rather than concentrate on my Mid Yrs. tho i know i'll die an awful death if i do badly in my Mid Yrs [which is something thats probably going to happen....] it's less impt. than my chinese Os right? i think if i mug hard enough, i'll get at leastg a b3 for my chinese.. so i wont have to retake my paper in nov. which is the LAST thing i want to do. i'd rather mug like a nut now than go thru the dreaded routine of staring at my ci yu/cheng yu shou ce for countless hours. so yes. i'm willing to screw the mid-yrs if i have to.

my study timetable looks scary. my social life is non-existent.. why am i studying so hard????? oh yes. i suddenly rmb. so i can get into VJ theatre studies n drama. oh yes, thats it. bleah i sound so serious its depressing me.

to think this was supposed to be a happy post for wilbur. but cant lah. the looming exams kill all the joy i have in me. feeling... ennui.

ooo i miss that word haha. ennui. yups. its the most apt word i can think of to describe my current mood. ennui ennui ennui.

GAH.

off to the books ms ling shall go....

i just looovvveee my new laptop. =D the buttons are so pretty... the mouse is so nice.. and the best part is i can be right in front of the tv blogging!!!! *gushes*

sorry ah. the novelty of a new 'metal case' havent wear off yet. plus, i'm a bit high from all the medicine i'm taking. it makes me drowsy... woozy...


Main Entry: drowsy
Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: sleepy
Synonyms: comatose, dazed, dopy, dozing, dozy, dreamy, drugged, half asleep, heavy, indolent, lackadaisical, languid, lazy, lethargic, lulling, napping, nodding, restful, sleepy, sleepy head, sluggish, slumberous, snoozy, somnolent, soothing, soporific, tired, torpid

yup. thats how i feel. somnolent.. hahaha.. spent the day half awake half asleep. studying was more or less futile. so horrid. n the mid yrs are in 3 weeks!!!! gosh. time flies in sec 4. bth....

anyway. today's post is nonsense cos my medicine really makes me wonky. gotta try to study now. boooo.. okok.. do one shout out first then leave.

nigel: u ultra meanie!! meaness radiating meanie.... i cant wait for u to come back so i can flick ur ear..!!! wahahahaha... *evil luaghter.. n oei do u still have my coffee bean serviette with u?? it better be in mint ocndition ar... lol

okok. gotta go fellowship with my books now. -.-" tata!

feels like ages since i last blogged. it always feels that way..

sometimes i feel one day is too short for me to do all the things i need to do. if only God didnt

create us to be creatures who needed sleep.. we'd have far more time to do what we want. oh well, so much for my wishful thinking. but still, if only i didnt have to sleep..! i have so many things i wanna do in a day... for once i'd like to complete whats on my study plan for a day. and still have time to blog. [speaking of blogging.. aahh i always have alot of things ot say but no time to writ eit down. pek chek i tell u. makes me want to... grrrrrr] and use the computer... and watch tv.... yes i know its IMPOSSIBLE. but one can wish, can she? hah.

have been sick on and off far the past few days. i'm currently suffering from a blocked nose and its terrible. i feel awful.. its like i cant breathe properly.. n i want to pluck out whatever is stuck in my nose.. AARRGGHHH..!! i think of all the different 'sicknesses' i'm suffering, i hate having a blocked nose the worse. its constantly bugging me.. i wish i can just take out my nose so i wont have to have blocked nose.. hmm.. do u think michael jackson can have sinus problems? dont think so right.. since his nose is made of plastic. haha. but ok as i was saying abt the sinus problem.. its the worse thing that could happen.. cos once u have a stuffed/runny nose.. ur ears get affected.. u know how ur ears feel when u're on an aircraft thats landing.. n the air pressure makes ur ears feel funny? ya. dats how i've been feeling the whole day. plus, i have to breathe thru my mouth. n sometimes my breathing is interrupted by my coughing fits.... bleah.

sorry i'm complaining. but really bth lah. oh wait.. i suddenly remembered fridays sermon. ok.
despite how i feel, i will praise God! ok. things to praise God for...

- giving me sinus problems! at least it means i have a real nose.. unlike some people who dont have noses at all.. [ie. michael jackson] i cant imagine having to stick some foreign object on my face daily...

-blessing my family with an ABUNDANCE of food. [the fridge is forever full. theres always ham and bacon and yummy yummy chocolates and potato chips and an endless supply of fruits.. not to mention that lovely tub of Ben and Jerrys thats innocently sitting in my freezer waiting to be devoured... *drools*] compared to the pple who are struggling to find a tiny morsel to fill their bodies, i am so so blessed. X)

-my parents who are such fabulous cooks in their own right. one cooks awesome yummy yummy stuff for us to eat.. [today hate this really nice KL stye noodle.. really dunnoe wad its called, but oh man i tell u i love it lor.. taste wonderful...] another one bakes divine cakes.. [latest recipe? chocolate muffin thats to die for. it taste so heavenly.. and mine are custom made cos i sprinkle a few million chocolate chips on the top of my muffin it looks alien. yumm] i so dont mind getting sick if the reason is cos there's just too much good food in my hs. and yes i know i am a pig.. always eating tons of junk food.. but honestly cant help it lah. u'll understand if u lived in my hs. hee

- the new laptop that my daddy bought!! and the fact that my hs now has wireless internet connection! which means i can plonk myself in front of the tv with this laptop and surf the net while watching tv.. that is like.. superrr cool. hahaha.. [i'm actually doing it right now - watching tv and blogging, i mean. haha i know it sounds lame lah.. but really quite fun leh. the novelty of it all is v. exciting. hahaha] dont even know why my daddy decided to buy us a laptop.. and it really is for the both of us.. when we need to use it for projects etc.. so now, there are 4 different comps/laptops to use in my hs. shiok lahh.. X))

so yeaps. alot to be thankful for. X))

OHHH!!! i just realized my blocked nose is GONE!! PTL!!!! yayy!!!!!! i can breathe!!!!!!!!

hahahahaahahahaa... X)) ok i'm off to watch my d/l kevin hill, summerland and the oc. more another time!

havent blogged in ages! been truly bz lah. so many things happening. and ever tho last week i had a wonderful 3 days MC, i was stoning at home cos i had v. bad headache. its not as fun to be sick as i thought. hardyharhar.

the mid yrs are in.. less than a mnth? and gosh i havent even really started studying. how mortifying. so wad am i doing here? talking nonsense... i should be studying. but i find studying the most.. horrible thing in the world. gah.

on other nonsensical matters, i just found out i'm aunty. not suprising right? but guess who my niece is?

it's my CLASSMATE. wong hui mei.

i nearly died of shock. its kinda shocking to find out ur classmate for over a yr is actually ur niece. i mean.. for 16 yrs of my life i didnt know we were related.. n now i'm suddenly her aunty. how funny..

oh speaking of shocking/traumatizing. today's eng. lecture.. mygoodness. that teacher is the most teh-act-cute-shrill teacher i've EVER seen. her 45 minute lecture was.. painful. i can still hear her voice reverberating [is dat how u spell it? cbb to check] in my ears. shrill and high pitch.. i'm surprised my specs didnt crack. bth...

ok. i'm officially out of things to say. am v. tired, and thats the understatement of the yr. but God's my strength.. i'm off to study chinese. =S

mortifying. mortifying. mortifying.

post talentime blog

talentime feels like ages ago... can't believe it was only 6 days ago that i was ultra super duper uber freaking out. but ya havent had the mood to blog, and been sick the past coupla days. so i've been sleeping and.. sleeping. have these headaches that constantly bug me.. and wah really bth. ah, praise God for ponstan.

actually have alot of things to blog abt.. so ok must put pt. form so iwont forget. or on 2nd thought, i'll just let my nonsense flow. har.

ok talentime talentime. it was awesome!!!!!! [sorry ar, can only muster this amount of excitement cos 1. i'm sick n my head has a heart. 2. after 6 days, the excitement kinda wear off liao] and well awesome to be an understatement. X)) really praise God cos i didnt have a minus one n dearest sweetest ben was such a nice person to willingly endure my torture. he actually practised with me and learned how to play the song in 2 days! not to mention egan.. wah after he mia for dunnoe how long he suddenly appeared n replied my sms. n he could come down n help me play.. which was really.. miraculous. and gan n ben only practised together a coupla times.. so man praise God everything sounded normal. well, talentime day was.. incredible. super fun, exciting, exhiliating to be on stage. [shout out to my darling li xian n xiu ling who gave me 5 pretty SUNFLOWERS! so yellow and sunny and wah they were huge. and very yellow. X)) they're still in a vase in my hs, dearies. i take good good care of them change water everyday ok! harhar] its something i really enjoy lah. and even tho i didnt win, but i think i did awesome! [do i sound bhb? well, it's my blog. u're the one who wants to read it. ha.] i fought the good fight, finished the race.. [now hmmm where did that verse come form? speaking of bible verses.. WORD POWER is coming!!! hahabut ok talk abt that later] so am proud of myself, and of course proud of my two darling guitarists!!

ok stuff worth mentioning... xiao xuan was truly amazing. man her notes can crack glass *piang* and rit is like.. wow. mygoodness both of them should just quit schl n cut their own records. hee. X) the night was awesome, everyone came down dressed to impress and ooo yes how could i forget the BELLYDANCERS!! the three boys in school skirts and pink hairbands.. [argh damn i didnt take photots but hahaha it was super funny. the three guys had abt 20 small ppigtails on their heads and all of their pigtails were tied with pink rubberband. rofl.] dancing to some ohbiang song.. wah, truly it was poetry in motion. *ultra props* i have to say, those guys have very very healthy self esteem. to do that in front of a few hundred pple.. *uber props* rofl.

after talentime, i introduced the wonders of ban li to li xian. she adored it, and now we both have cravings for it during lesson together. hee. so after all the singing n dancing n shaking their thangs, i concur it was an awesome night. X))

oooo i just realized i'm missing my cartooonn!!! ah anyway i'm done with my talentime blog liao. will blog abt word power, my wonderful 3 days mc n more later! ta!