Tuesday, May 31, 2005

i need a camera!

i must take more photos. in life. recording memories are necessary.

even tho i'm not a huge picture person. posing for a camera aint something i like to do.

i like candid shots. candid shots capture the essence of a moment.

gah! i need a camera! and a camera man!

anyone wanna be my cameraman? i'll pay u... in chocolates. =D

or maybe i should get more minions to do my bidding.

*evil laughter* muahahahaahha!

ok i think i'm sufferring music flu. i'm listening to weird weird things now.

going bonkers so i'm gonna go SING WITH MY HAIRBRUSH! X))

oh speaking of singing. am going K-BOXing tmr. yayness.... =D

tata fair blodger. sarah's gotta fill her wonky tank.

cheerios!

Monday, May 30, 2005

I DONT HAVE TO STUDY CHINESE ANYMORE!!!

YAYYYYYNESSSS!!!

sorry. can't keep my elation in. am pretty hyped about the fact my chinese paper is over. yayness. =)

i celebrated the end of my chinese by going to meet darling you yi who was late. and his excuse for being HALF AN HR late was "aiyah.. was looking for my earring lah.."

-------...-------"""

oh well, just my luck to have such a metro good fren. i have to be the one to wait for him cos he's bz finding his jewellery and what not. lol. so proceeded to flick his ear, whack him with my pouch thingy and kick his ass as his punishment. so it was pretty fun lol.

so while i was trying to torture him, i bumped into nigel and janice. which was.. cute! hahahaha. [to nigel n jan => YAY! u guys are back together! awesome! fabulous! X))] it turns out you yi n jan were schlmates in VJ. small world aye?

so after our 'hello's and 'goodbye's you yi and i headed to long john, after which we went to starbucks and happily plonked ourselves on those nice comfy green chairs. sat there n talked for sooo long, and man it was good. miss hanging out with him SO much!! he looks so much more adult-ish now. no more 18 yr old kiddie!! haha.

it was really great to fellowship with him.. esp. after not hanging with him for so long. he's one of those pple i feel really really comfortable with.. and we can just talk about anything and everything. as we just talked about life, school, relationships, i just felt so.. free. ya! like, more or less facadeless.. and so comfortable in my own skin.

we started talking about the kinda pple we're looking for as life partners, and he actually sad that i might have a tendency to go for bad boys.

me? with bad boys?? *blinks* ima NERD! hee.

but seriously, his reasoning for his assessment sounded quite logical. still, i can't imagine being with a true bad ass punk [do they even exist in singapore?? lol]. so.. not me. aiyah. i don't even know what's for me anymore...

i guess i'd want someone who God gives? yups. sounds like model christian answer, but i think its true. i mean.. i do believe i play a part in getting My guy. and i do believe he's out there somewhere. but i know it's all planned by my king. how he looks, his character.. every single thing about him, God has put in him to compliment me[and vice versa]. not that being my [calling someone i don't even know my 'husband' just sounds WRONG] partner is his sole purpose in life, but i'm sure it was being accounted for as God created him. haha. i do hope he's gorgeous tho [like joseph pringle please! lol]. and he's gotta keep me interested cos of my short attention span haha. and oh yes. he's gotta be great at sex.

disclaimer=> all i'm talking about is in the context of MARRIAGE. i don't believe in having sex before that.

and i'm not trying to be a perv. but c'mon, who would want a partner who's awful at sex? lol. don't give me all the 'our emotions and feelings for each other are enough to keep us together..' nonsense. i mean, it's true that emotions and commitment play the most impt part in a marriage.. but i can't imagine being with sumone who's awful in bed for LIFE. goodness. that's a really long time.

ok i've digressed alot. haha.. back to you yi.

he's of those pple i can see myself to being friends with even in the next 20 or 30 yrs, which i.m.o is something.. awesome. =)


anyway.

my daddy's going to jakarta tmr! and mommy is in thailand... which means only my sister and i will be at home for the next three days!!!! *evil manic grin*

muahahahahahaahahahha!!!!

lol. ok enough nonsense for the day. i'm off to watch tv now. X))

cheerios!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

love is such an illusive thing. and i don't mean love between me and my King, cos i figure that kind of love is much more secure than love shared between two people. true, no?

loving someone perfect, someone who loved me before i ever knew Him, whose love is unconditional and unfailing. how hard can that be? i can put insanely high expectations on Him, knowing that i'll never be disappointed. i can rest secure and complete in the love of my King.

but loving people aint that easy. people are so confusing. we humans are so volatile and unsteady. we place high demands on others, yet are selfish. expecting to get w/o giving.. we are basically imperfect and flawed. so love becomes so much more complicated.

love aint just about feelings u have in the heart, but love involves the brain. to make a conscious decision to remain committed, stay faithful...

wah i'm losing myself in all this chym talk. haha. better get down to studying for my chinese paper tmr. =S gosh. it's TOMORROW. *runs round like a nut* AAAAHHH!!

off to hit ma books. cheerios!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

the war is over! peace reigns!!

am so thankful that we are finally on talking terms. and even tho it'll take awhile for everything to return to normal, i'm still glad there's no more cold war.

friendships are one of the most impt things in life. aside from loving God n loving life, it's so important to love the people arnd u.. build relationships.. it's what makes life more fulfilling. =) cannot imagine a life without all my peeps.

so this post is for my bestest friend, chummiest chum, all time fave hang out brudderrr, the only mr pinkletoes, aaron aw jia quan. dude, u got a friend in me. X)

Friday, May 27, 2005

family.

love 'em to bits and i'm proud to be called a ling [and half a wong. lol].
i'm proud to be a chinese. a singaporean chinese.
i'm proud to be asian and have yellow skin.

i'm proud of who i am and where i come from.

i used to think that being chinese wasn't all that awesome.. being a singaporean meant being opressed and made to conform to society. i hated all it represent. i didn't like being chinese. i wanted to be fair skinned, with those big blue eyes and blond hair. live in a liberal country like the US where freedom prevailed.

but that was in the past. =)

now i think that it is awesome being a chinese and i am sooo blessed to be in singapore. X) caucasians are not better than asians.. the people who instilled such ideas were honestly wonks....



but anyway enough about that.

had an awesome day today! went to watch star wars rots again, and man it was awesome. made me so sad to see obiwan n anakin 'break up'. X( friendships are one of the most precious things on earth. to have a friendship broken, to me it's more painful then going thru a bad relationship. just 'broke up' with one of my bestest friends recently, and i guess its more of my fault than his. now it seems so weird to talk to him, and everything is overly formal and curt. makes me quite sad, but ah what is done cannto be undone. we both probably need our own space to grow up...

ok back to the movie. rots certianly did not disappoint.. george lucas did bril special effects, n he still kept all the dramarama, just like the older movies. star wars actually rmeinds me of a soap opera. good guy bad guy. relationships, twins being seperated.. it can be like days of our lives! lol. all george lucas did was throw in a uple of weird aliens.. create the story in a different galaxy, and voila! star wars. lol.

also went to watch the 12th night play at Jubilee Hall in raffles hotel. it was funny!!! feste was 'so cute!!!', as xiu ling put it [he reminds me of robbie williams...], and the acting was pretty good. loved feste, sir andrew and malvolio's acting. simply brilliant. didn't really like orsino tho. he swaggered around and he had such a huge qian bian aura. lol. he looked like david schwimmer, with the long face long body and that face!! wah. bth. it was also funny to see how viola looked more like seb's mom than twin.. n how olivia looked like seb's nanny rather than wife. -.-" but overall it was pretty funny.. during the show i kept trying to steal xiu ling's chocolates, only to be flicked really hard by her. my fingers still hurt.. X( but other than my fingers hurting, i'm proud to say i didn't barf! =D

have had stomach flu the past few days [ever since monday] and it's been pretty awful. everything i try to eat comes out and it feels horrible cos i'm hungry all the time. -.-'' thankfully i kept everything in today. =D

well that's about it, i have to go to bed now.. tmr mommy is seeing HOD!! =S i'm crossing every part of me in hope that it'll go well... can't imagine the look on her face when mr soon starts pasisng her all my homework.. GOSH. ah well, i have to face the music.. might as well get it over n done with.

nights everyone! cheerios!

shoutouts=>

nigel: hey my dear i know u're going thru some really awful shit. but don't let it get u down ok? i know u are stronger than this. everything's gonna be ok, i know it will be. remember that i'm always here for u to rant/scream/bitch to ya. i love u duckie!!! X)

sherry: JIA YOU FOR CHINESE Os!!!! i seriously need to suck all ur power out... we'll do well together ok!! =D

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

back from kl! was an awesome trip.

even tho i didn't shop alot [but i get to convert all my unspent malaysian cash in to S$!! which is quite a nice amnt. =D] cos i'm currently a fan of brands that kl's chinatown doesn't have [ie. marc by marc jacobs.. juicy.. abercrombie, hollister, seven etc.], it was an awesome trip!

i did quite alot of fun things like

- meeting my couzies [old and new]
elijah wong - oh i just realized i dunnoe his chinese name...! gosh i'm an awful cousin. lol - is the cutest 2 mnth+ old baby in the entire universe. he is super handsome, with BIG eyes and superb features. and he is just so cute lah. looks so inquisitive and clever. he radiates cuteness. it oozes out of ever pore on him. i can't wait to see him grow up and get to know him!! so exciting. =D
saw my other cousins as well.. samuel n christine. both growing up so fast.. man! makes me feel old lah. lol. it was really good to see them again.. to get to hang out with them. X))

- go to the times square theme park!
woah there's this AWFUL ride called the DNA Mixer. gosh it was really really really BAD... i wanted to puke after that awful thing but i didn't. quite amazing i managed to keep my breakfast in. so after that we went on the roller coaster 3 times. was pretty boring, no scare factor, didn't make me nauseous.. so was good even tho it seemed quite bland after awhile. [kel cmi and he escaped the themepark to go shopping with my sis after that lol] after the roller coaster we went on this extreme ride which just spun round n round n round n hung me upside down. it was honestly awful. couldn't take it. so after the ride i hurled. all my breakfast came out and damn it was gross. but ok lah i'm glad i conquered all the rides there. =)

and oh i have to go now really want to blog now but i have no time mom is SCREAMING at me. will try to post my travel blogs up here. =)

cheerios!!

Saturday, May 21, 2005

CHURCH IS MOVING TO EXPO!!!!!!!

YAYNESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X)))))))))))))))))

yayyyyyyyy!!!! my travelling time is down to only 15 minutes!!! wooohooo!! compared to the 1hr15min i travel now, it's going to be SUCH a HUGE diff!!!!

best of all, mommy n daddy will hv very little reason to stop me from going to churchwide bible seminar!!!!!

can't wait for dec. man... =D

anyway. i'm off to KL tmr! gonna see my new baby couz. so excited to be seeing him for the first time hehe. hope he likes me and doesnt wail his head off. also gonna do TONS of shopping. cannot wait mans!! enjoying myself in the hotel and FINALLY getting myself a nice tan. plus i get to hang out with my beloved chum the one and only ms charlene ong. so yes mebbe i'll be able to coax her into getting another pair of jeans [a highly difficult task but nvm i have faith. lol] and less minis. so exciting i haven't gone on a trip with her in such a long time!!! hahahahaha. rmb the last time was elim church camp when we came up with sarahlogy.

i simply cannot wait. =D

the only reason i don't feel like going is that i won't see my darling mickey for the next few days...!! X((( it's like being seperated from my baby for the v. first time.. i hope aunty ethleen takes good care of him. he better not be traumatized/stressed when i get back... i should have just put him at a doggie hotel....

ah have to go now. would love to blog more, but its 1.40 in the morning. and i have to wake up at 6.30am tmr. =S

cheerios everyone!!

Sunday, May 15, 2005

thursday seems so long ago. after the powerpacked weekend i've had. thursday and the past 7 days seem to be sooooo loong ago.

went to service on fri feeling rather frail. praise God for pst. phil, he really is a channel for the holy spirit and the presence of God. 5 minutes after stepping into service i was already in tears. and i just felt so tired and discouraged.. but i decided to just give it all to my king. and man! it was fabulous. was kinda interesting cos i was actually crying during praise. as i just told myself to praise my KING despite how i was feeling.. i just cried as we sang "i love Your house.. it's where Your glory dwells..".

it brought me to a new level of understanding of the phrase 'sacrifice of praise'. and man it really felt sooo good after praise and as we went into worship.. we sang "You are my source.." and woahhh!! the presence was so tangible. made me cry even more. and it was really awesome.

Jesus is always so good to me. i am constantly in awe of Him. some people may ask 'aren't u tired of being so into Jesus?' and u know what? my answer is a loud resounding NO! llike paul said, CERTAINLY NOT!

my life's gotta revolve around my King.

He is bigger than any circumstances. i might be going thru difficult situations, but God is bigger. stronger. better. and going thru trials are compliments from God.

so during the services pst. talked about the qualities of a leader :

being found faithful.
being found loyal
being a son
being a servant
being a soldier

which was truly awesome lah. might type it out and post it all online. =)

ok other than preaching.. nikki fletcher and the gorgeous JOSEPH PRINGLE led praise n worship! my gosh. the guy gets better looking each time he comes. and he talked to me!!! and signed my cd!! *swoons* and he is so incredibly talented.. not to mention nikki fletcher. woah. she is my new ou xiang.. she is so COOL! cannot believe how annointed she is lor. bth. i want to be like her. =D she sang this song called Change. that is really like.. WOW. inspires me to go SCA [School of Creative Arts] along with SOT next time.

so my week has turned out to be very good after all. my God is good. He never lets me take more than what i can bear. He is gracious. faithful, loving..

Jesus You rule my world!!

Change - Nikki Fletcher
Change me
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna feel the weight of this world

Change me
So I'll never be the same
Lord I wanna see the things that You see

All I see is You
So all I see is You

You are the one I live for Jesus
You are the one I live for Lord
You are the one I live for Jesus
You are the one that I adore

All that I am
I find in You
All that I have
I find in You

You are the one I live for Jesus...

Thursday, May 12, 2005

EXAMS OVER!!!!!

i wish. hahaha. i'm just practising how i'll feel when monday comes.

oooo i absolutely cannot wait. *crazy manic grin*

as for now, i have to study my literature notes.

gosh i simply cannot see imageries in unseen texts u know. i cannot link any type of imagery i see on text to a picture in my brain. for eg. 'thick silver ropes stuck to the ground' does not translate as heavy rain for me.

i seriously dont know how pple can see it as rain.

i dont see it as rain. i just think silver ropes.

oh man! at the rate i'm going, i'll lose all my arty-farty-ness. and that'd be awful. X(

i do have half the mind of just not studying and BSing my way thru my lit. papers tmr. =) but cannot lah. i must at least read thru my kotc and 12th night notes..

but screw e madz. and screw a madz. i'm v. resigned to my fate of flunking my madz.

ah well.. after all this nonsense i still have to go back to my books.

i'm a good girl after all. XD

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I MET NIGEL TODAY AFTER 8 MONTHS!!!!!

AND I GOT MY L.A.M.B BAG!!!!!!!!!!

MY BELOVED HELLA HOBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my goodness it looks beautiful. beyond words. i am now a proud owner of a HELLO HOBO!!!

sorry, the novelty still hasnt worn off n i'm still v. excited about it. its soo nice my sister wants to kope it. so me, in a unusual kind n gracious mood, decided to lend it to her.

well actually i agreed to let her borrow it cos i havent bought her a birthday prezzie yet. even tho her birthday was on friday.. but still. at least i wished her. n i have plans to buy her a prezzie. just not now cos i'm really busy. speaking of busy i'm v. bz!! need to study for e madz and a madz tmr. gosh. i should just fall really really ill and SKIP ALL MY PAPERS!!!! i wish. haha. okok i digress.

so i carried my beautiful bag to cg today. [cannot resist lah i just had to FLAUNT. lol] cg. was v. interesting. we are having more n more practicals in cg abt engaging with the Holy Spirit. wah! v. fun i tell u. =D

today my dearest

- oh wait. i realized i am going to stop calling pple 'my dear' anymore. from now on they shall be called MOO MOOS! lol. cos during svc on fri.. pst derek introduced our guest speaker pst. mooi as 'moo-ee' which sounded really funny n got me into the whole moo moo craze. was v. funny to hear moo-ee. rofl. pst derek has cute pronunciation. he called pak toh 'pack toe'.. and 80% of the congregation had no idea wad 'pack toe' was. took me and egan quite a long time to figure out he said pak toh.. den we started giggling.. lol

ok i digress. hee.

so ya my moo moo egan [ahahaha that sounded weird. moomoo egan. rofl] composed his own song for talentime!!! and wah i tell u its AWESOME lor! he is so gonna make it to the finals.. the song sounds superb. it's called My First, and i cant believe he actually wrote the song within a day. he's a true music genius. was helping him decide the bridge and everything.. but oh man he is such a genius. i really pray he gets into talentime finals.. =D

WAH! its 12.40 already?!?! ok. i need to go off. and get my beauty sleep. night my dear moo moos!

cheerios! X))

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

i need jedi mind powers. so i can get mr yue to cancel the mid year examinations. or maybe go to the MOE to revamp the education system..

or RULE THE WORLD!!!


sorry i was only dreaming.

and OH! i just realized our principal is mr loh. rofl.

todays first paper was.. awful. didnt manage to finish my essay i think ms chan is going to kill me. and i honestly detest going to the main hall for papers. the TENSION in the room is immense. its almost tangible. a few hundred students all freaking out.. not the best 'atmosphere' to be in just before a paper...

oh man. i cant imagine what the O levels will be like. :S

ah.. i ahve to study. took a whole HUGE stack of notes back home... its a crazy pile. :S

ahhh.. off to mug. cheerios!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

greetings you! yes you. that naughty person looking into your monitor looking at my blog. my goodness. SHOO! u're supposed to be studying for your midyears! they are coming soon right? or they might even have STARTED. so what are u doing here? stop being like me. be a good student. go... freak out! mug!

if you've decided to stay here, i must invite u into the Slackers Association. or Screwedville as i like to call it. =) join me! i am your mayor blogging.

oh btw. this is not sarah. this is her evil twin. CLARA. my nice sister sarah is currently stuck in the storeroom of my house. she was too busy freaking out about the mid years. so i had to tie her up and shove her into the storeroom. but if u think i was mean.. i wasnt! really! i'm only trying to help my darlin twin relax. i even let her listen to her iPod mini. =) that girl is studying wayy too hard. she's going a bit insane. so i need to help her. =)

i'm supposed to be studying.. but instead i'm listening to la bamba by Ritchie Valens. X)

crap. i'm gonna be so screwed this time next week. up to my eyeballs in notes trying frantically to cram silly bits of info i'll never need in life after the O levels.

i am such a procrastinator. bleah. but it's been pretty rare that i actually feel like coming to my blog and talking nonsense. so must treasure this rare moment where i can feel nonsense flowing out of my fingertips. =D

my dog is making the weirdest noise. he is doing a squeak-cum-bark all at the same time. v. funny lol. oh ya havent blogged about my newest doggie.. MICKEY!!! as in. mickey mouse. mickey ling. mickey LING. he is a LING cos he's my doggieee.. MINE! was such a miracle that i actually found him.. online some more.. just waiting to be adopted. =) n he's in superb condition.. which is rare for dogs that wanna be given up for adoption. his previous owner loved him so much but didn't have time to take care of him.. n by coincidence - i like to think of it as GOD-incidence - i happened to searching online for a doggie cos snowie is back with bernie.. and out of the many people who wanted my darling mickey, i actually got him! and all was really in God's time.. He is awesome! really grants the desires of our hearts. =D like in Jan He changed my mommy [she used to DETEST dogs. now she's totally changed. she adores them.] thru snowie. and then snowie couldnt stay with us.. and i found mickey! so its really.. zhun zhun God's timing is awesome. =) really love my doggie alot. can imagine him staying with me until i'm 20++ [he's only 2.5 yrs now.] and he'll be with when i grow up.. just thinking of it makes me excited. aaaahh! bth. he radiates cuteness. ok i digress. lol.

can't believe my mid years start next week!! and i cant even remember what i learnt last yr in e madz and a madz. and geography. and chemistry. and chinese... oh wait.. thats practically everything. oh great. i'm so screwed. XD

haha my situation reminds me of the bourne supremacy phrase.. "i'm in deep shit and i dont have the shoes to fill it." lol. how can i be so nonchanlent about my mid yrs? i should be freaking out by now.

most fortunately [or is it unfortunately?], i am wayyy past the freaking out part. now, i simply DONT CARE. ignorance is bliss, i say. screw the mid years! screw the Os!!

i should just be a roadsweeper. or maybe i should work at macdonalds. be a delinquent.

Clara Ling - roadsweeper??

gah. it sounds awful. but who cares? i'm evil. i dont. heh heh heh.

in case you havent noticed, my sanity is slowly dissipating. i think my twin's nerves are getting to me. i have to recharge my evil-ness level. if not, i'll become nice! AHHH! dats a horrifying thought.

ok i'm off to do evil things that evil twins do. muahahahahahaha. *practising evil laugh* it takes loads of practise to become an evil twin. i must go refine my art of evilness.

until the next time i lock my twin in the storeroom again.. heh heh.

X)

Monday, May 02, 2005

obsessed over oldies!

hahaha yesterday was a v. interesting night. was trading oldies with sammiee wammieee. n i now know this new girl grp called The Andrew Sisters. n they are awesome!!! hahahaha.super cute music. with silly titles like boogie woogie bugle boy. can u believe boogie woogie bugle boy? rofl. and sammiee found the original lonely song dat akon has been singing.. n it sounds a million times better. n oh speaking of the akon vsn, there's an even better chipmunk song!! its the beach boys witch doctor song. that is truly the ultimate. rofl. n all the weird songs we've heard.. like nancy sinatra's bang bang. dats truly a weird song hahaha. plus the beach boys... and pat benetar.. ahh!! the oldies rock. =D

anyway. today is gonna be a looonngg day of MUGGING. but ok lah i dont feel its dat bad cos i hv all my oldies to accompany me. =D yay!! hahahaha. i thikn oldies make me high. X)))

ok. i have finished my silly oldies post. =p ta!
was staring at my geography textbook trying to shove useless info in my head [do we really need to know abt farming????] and failing. so decided to come back here to blog. even tho i don't know what to blog about.

am still blasting my yummy yummy oldies music. Cyndi Lauper's squeaky voice is blasting thru my stereo. girls just wanna have fun...

doesnt everybody? i mean.. who in their right mind would say "oh pls God.. throw me responsibility. throw me problems so i can grow.. i want to be so busy i dont have time to enjoy thing to stretch my capacity. send me a v. irritating person to be a thorn in my flesh so i can increase my love tank.."

oh wait. i've asked for all of that. lol.

last wk in svc pst. said that a person has gotta be trained to reign. makes so much sense right? have to go thru the fire before coming out refined as gold. everyone hates the training, but its necessary so that i can be what God wants me to be. and i do want to do big things for my king. early this yr i told God i want to be a living sacrifice.. to live for Him. that i'm totally at His disposable n i wanted to be a vessel He used. and then i also [trying to be pious n what not] actually prayed that God will help me cultivate love n patience. on top of that [ya i know, i sound like an overachiever. if i'd known earlier God will answer all these prayers, i wouldnt have prayed all those at once.] i told God i wanna be a cgl.. and asked him to mould me n train m.

mygoodness i tell u when u pray like that right, God will answer all ur prayers. hundred percent confirmfirm plus guarantee chop. hah. and all the situations i've had to face..

it certainly has been a v. trying yr. busier than any yr i've had to face.. i sumtimes [most of the time, in fact] feel like a headless chicken running arnd wildly with no sense of direction. zero focus. and the fact that i have SO many things i need to do... and on top of that, God has sent me the thorn in my flesh.... so yeaps. all at once i'm learning how to stretch myself and grow.

but my king is good, He never lets His kids handle more than they can bear. and everytime i think i'm abt to lose my mind.. He comes n tells me i'm gonna make it thru the yr, victorious. and i actually believe Him. so i keep on keeping on. Hebrews 12 has been my rhema word.... hmmm i shld copy n paste some of it here.. to remind myself also. =)

3For consider Him who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself, lest you become weary and discouraged in your souls. 4You have not yet resisted to bloodshed, striving against sin. 5And you have forgotten the exhortation which speaks to you as to sons:

"My son, do not despise the chastening of the LORD,
Nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him;
6For whom the LORD loves He chastens,
And scourges every son whom He receives."

7If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is there whom a father does not chasten? 8But if you are without chastening, of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons. 9Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them respect. Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live? 10For they indeed for a few days chastened us as seemed best to them, but He for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness. 11Now no chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless, afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.12Therefore strengthen the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees, 13and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be dislocated, but rather be healed. 14Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord

awesome right. hebrews 12 practically jumped out of my bible and hit me like a big fat school bus. lol. was a huge encouragement to me lah. X)

ok i feel so much better after blogging. even tho i didnt go into what i originally intended to talk abt [i was gonna blog abt what i'd want to do after Os. lol] i feel better now. off to talk to my new best fren, the TYS! cheerios!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

gosh. i think i'm starting to have blogger's block.

suddenly ahve no inspiration to blog.. even tho hae so much to say.. u know how that feels? when i just have a TON of things to say.. btu no adequate words to express how i feel.

past few days have been pretty fun. did alot of silly things.. but i think they're worth recording down cos i really did enjoy myself. =D

thursday after pe, the girls [ie. xiu lin, boon, hwee min, li xian, yen ling, n urs truly] bought a huge ban li of watermelon during recess! hahaha. its was this HUGE watermelon lor. pple thot we were insane. n it was truly fun hahaha. all the scooping of the nice watermelon was so.. thrilling? ya. haha it was. n after we were done with the eating we actually cleaned the watermelon and boon wore it on her head. it was highly amusing [that being the understatement of the week]. rofl. X) so after schl that day.. i decided to go n get a hair cut cos the weather has been killing me. chopped off my fringe n i must say i love having less hair. it was a good hair day for me hee.

friday.. went to nat's pri schl? yups. all the way at amk but worth it lah. n got my new doggie.. mickey! =D he's a 2 1/2 yr old westie.. [his birthday is the same as pas'. lol] n he's super cute!! looks like a lil lamb. shall post pics up later. =D

n well i still think its saturday night even tho its sunday... time just flies by when i'm bz. yups...






gah i think i'm blogging for the sake of blogging. alot of things i wanna talk abt but dunnoe how to express it adequately.

i'll try again tmr. bleah.