Marketing tutorial was extremely different this week. I adore marketing tutorials because Mr. Toh is an absolute genius to learn from. He's the only one who really seems to know his shit, and he actually reminds me alot of my father. The way he fondly talks about his daughter, or how he makes class extremely interesting with his random trivia - just like how Daddy used to be. Anyway. We were supposed to write this crappy press release about some crappy thing (an enviromentally friendly Hyundai car, if I remember correctly) and while the whole class was whining about not wanting to do it, our conversation suddenly evolved to how extremely apathetic we are.
Apparently, Mr. Toh had heard on a radio forum a debate going on about how poly students were ignorant and apathetic as compared to JC students. Although unfortunately, I must admit that there are many poly students who are ignorant, it doesn't give anyone the right to just generalize. And JC students out there, there is no correlation between knowing about world affairs (GP) and being active (politically, socially, etc). But I digress. So, we as a class started talking about how apathetic we were, and Mr. Toh started throwing out really thought provoking questions.
"What would you do - possible or otherwise - if you had two minutes left to live?"
And the conversation continued, we strayed from Marketing and talked about life. This (dying) world. How consumerism will eventually cause our destruction (sound so Armegeddon huh) and why on earth we are such apathetic and unhappy people. I sat there feeling small and insignificant, alone and generally depressed that the world's so screwed up. People die every minute, and yet all I obsess about is what grade I get for my next assignment, or whether I get into That School.
I have no cure for aids, or the guinea worm, but I do believe that I will be able to make a difference. Not now, but give me a few years. I might not be capable of much at this very present time, but in just a few years, I will be. That's why I strive to study There, and excel in work. I believe in everyone is the desire to excel, and subsequently make a difference. I am not called to mediocrity, I am called to excellence. And yea I know I'm ranting... it's late you see.
Kids say the darnest things, don't they? They are untainted, entirely mouldable and not damaged in any way. Joie is the cutest 5 year old to ever exist. Her extreme love for people (read: jiejieSarah) is just so... Let's just say she makes a very bad day look good. I am such a sucker for kids. I love them and just doing silly things with them makes me feel happy haha. The best moment I've had with her so far? Just two minutes after I'd left her house, she called me and said "Harnoe (don't ask me why it's harNoe) jiejieSarah. I need to tell you something. I miss you, you know."
She melts my heart.
Speaking of heart melting, I am so glad to have Bern as my boss because he is simply fabulous. He's sick, but he stills placed cellgroup as priority, and when I'm just SO TIRED and stressed and worn out, he's there to listen. And let me get everything that needs to come out, out. I tell him of my recent (unwarranted) fears, and he just listened. I am so thankful to have Bern and Jo as leaders.
Goodnight, world. Tomorrow is Pst. Mike and it's da sao chu day. I'm excited. X)